semalam my parents and i along wif my younger brother and sister went for a short trip to cameron highland..sesaje nak test jalan yang dikatakan baru tu..from gua musang ..to lojing highlands and cameron highlands..

9.00am I went to the market wif my mother..alaa beli brg2 dapur ler...back nearly at 10 am..
makan2 bekpes seme..

11.00am my father simply ..."jom pegi" actually at that time my siblings and i tak tau nk p mana pun tp we all just jump into the car..haha

about 2.00 pm stop at R&R Gua musang for a quick lunch..nasi wif sup tulang..

and at 5.00 pm arrive in cameron highland..cool .. had a goreng ubi panas wif teh tarik at brinchang.. singgah masjid for praying..saw a proton wif UTP sticker..but didn't manage to see the driver..huh..pusing2 sikit..ada self plucking strawberry park.. ada honey bee park.. ladang sayur mmg byk laa..the butterflypark pun ada lagi..hihi..
actually dh penah datang dulu masa aku kecik2..lam darjah 3 ke 4.. nice to see something yang aku still remember.. time dulu kiterang datang melawat YAKIN tea..anak syarikat yayasan kelantan...

around 5.30 pm headed down home..

7.00pm stopped again at R&R gua musang for dinner and pray

10.30pm arrived home

huhuhu...i never imagined we would made a single day journey to cameron highland..haha..
my younger brother and sister,,dah pening2..kih kih..tapi aku mantain..maybe sbb akhir2 ini aku dh selalu travel..so cam dah tak heran...haha.. aku penah wat single day journey kb-lumut-kb...cameron is nearer than lumut..so takde hal lah.. :D

I'm sure some of you noticed that this is the 3rd post for today..hehe..
have to utilised the internet connection, free time and the comfort of home to the max since i am back at my hometown and taking a break from work..

ssonok balik...main2 ngan my nephews..(pics below)




next year or precisely..next week i'll be away for a 6 months course ..DPA .. the compulsary course for all PTDs in order to confirmed our post.urs truly need to be prepared mentally and physically for the course hehehe..

hopefully i'll manage to write my experience during the dpa to share here..hopefully..
so just wait and see..

any new year resolution??...hmm i just hope i'll be a better person generally..a better muslim.. a grateful daughter.. a loving aunty..a caring friend..a good and productive PTD..a nice colleaque..
yeah everyone is praying for the better future.. so as i soar high to the sky i hope i'll always remember the green grass below..

a few more photos at PD


wif mid during one of the session


urs truly(grey shirt) wif dila tying shoelaces..we need to make the longest sraight line using wateva we had around..our group won!!hehe


dinner..barbeque..


thanks to cik mid n en azuan for all of the pics..

PENANG

on the 15th, i went to Penang for an annual games between the ministry with its counterpart from Singapore.

15/12/2005
7.30 am arrive at the office. I was supposed to go to penang along with a few other officemates using the dept's new CRV.(tehehe..kete baru seh)..
9.00 am depart a bit delayed since we need to get all the secretariats stuff loaded into the cars.
2.00 pm arrived in equatorial hotel..met my boss..we had a meeting wif the hotel..and singapore representative to ensure all the delegates accomodations and the programme runs smoothly
I hang around at the hotel lobby until about 6.00 pm to make sure everyone arrived and check in as per what have been decided.
8.00pm had a secretariat meeting
after the meeting i 'lepak' ed at fisha's room..chit chatting wif Pn.P.. we ordered pizza ..
about 1 am I went back to my room n bzzzzzzz

16/12/2005
after breakfast ..we had a meeting till about 10 am..
and than waiting again at the lobby for all the VIPs to arrive .. till evening..
7.15 pm dinner hosted by the penang state government at a hotel(oopss forgot the name)
but it is by the sea side..and had a nice view of Penang bridge..
urs trully enjoyed the food..and also enjoyed chit chatting wif the singaporeans..

17/12/2005
day of the games..urs truly didn't joined any game so as no task assigned for today, i decided to joined fisha accompanying the spouses for a penang tour..
went to a batik factory..agro farm..chow ras tar (correct me if the spelling is wrong) and then to the police jetty..joining those went for a boat tour around the islandfor a high-tea.
8.00 pm dinner.. once again urs trully enjoyed the food..hehe...

18/12/2005
all the delegates flew back.. went to pekena nasi kandar wif my boss.. and then jalan2 at bukit jambul..and then headed back to putrajaya at about 5.00 pm

urs truly is still waiting the pics from fisha..will upload it here as soon as i get it.

Personaliti Dan Binatang Dedah Rahsia Diri

Jun 04-14 ~ Kura-kura
Kura-kura:
Kamu semakin hampir dengan kesempurnaan dan begitu baik hati. Kebaikan kamu akan sentiasa dikenang orang sekeliling kamu. Kamu sukakan kedamaian, sekiranya teman-teman ada menyakiti hati kamu, kamu tidak akan cuba menyakitkan hati mereka pula. Kerana ini, kamu memang disayangi dan disenangi teman-teman. Kamu juga tidak suka cakap belakang dan orang sekelilingmu begitu senang dengan cara kamu melayan mereka. Kamu sentiasa akan memberi kasih sayang dan tidak pernah mengharapkan balasan. Pemurah juga adalah sikap kamu dan kamu sentiasa melihat kehidupan sebagai latihan praktikal.

semoga aku menjadi seperti yg dikatakan itu..hehehe HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

went to PD last 2 weeks for a course organized by my division.Generally i had fun.It gave us, the new officers the opportunity to get to know all the staffs. Don't really had time to talk much wif each other before, since everyone was busy wif work back in office.

the BBQ night was also fun wif karaoke session. The guys really sang their heart out..huhu..
I sang 2 songs.one a solo ,lyrics below.and another song a duet wif one of the senior officers, "jeling-jeling"by siti and dato'sm salim.

Kau Merubah Segalanya

Kau yang merubah segalanya

Kau sebenar yang mencuri hati

Aku yang masih meratapi kehancuran

Cinta lalu yang tak kesampaian

Apakah yang terburu-buru

Cuba melupakan peristiwa lalu

Atau mungkinkah ku terpesona pada

Kejujuran yang engkau berikan

Tercipta suatu ikatan

Yang kita bina

Dari kehancuran masa silam

Oh tuhan kau restukanlah

Cinta indah bagai pelangi

Kekal abadi

Masih jauh sayang

Perjalanan kita

Pasti ada yang beronak duri

Namun tiada yang merubah rasa

Kerna ku tahu kau saja di hati

bon voyage

me wif petra 3/12/2005
Bid farewell to my dear cousin..
he went off to Sidney..
to learn how to fly a plane..
living his dream..

..Nak tau aper kenangan best aku time ramadhan?

itu ayat yang aku jumpa bila aku ikut rules kat bawah..

ditag oleh si farahwahidda..dah berkurun tp br sekarang aku wat..

sori farah..

it was in my post during ramadhan last year -2004..

aku list down seme yang aku akan rindukan bila tiba bulan ramadhan..bila baca balik..memang betul..seme yang aku tulis itu adalah apa yang aku rindukan bila terpaksa berpuasa ditempat orang.berjauhan dari famili dan buat kali pertama dalam hidup sebagai seorang pekerja..atau secara lebih tepat lagi seorang penjawat awam. Tiada yang menarik sangat melainkan apabila dapat berbuka puasa beramai-ramai dengan rakan-rakan.mujurlah ada mereka ini..yang mengubat kerinduan (eceh) sekurang-kurangnya ada jugak perkara yang membuatkan aku ternanti-nanti waktu berbuka..selain masakan mama of course..

juadah berbuka puasa dan bersahur pun seringkas mungkin..ye laa makan sengsorang..apalah sangat nak beria..tapi alhamdulillah.. tak penah miss sahur..kadang-kadang tu mengalir gak air mata esp time kene bukak sengsorang bila hosmet seme balik lambat..aku ingat aku stoneheart..tak tau laa semenjak dua menjak nih..senang ajer mengalirkan air mata..sekali lagi waktu balik ke sini lepas ari raya..

adeh ini baru kl..belum kena posting kat oversea lagi..

tp yang pasti semua ini akan memanjangkan lagi list kenangan best aku di bulan ramadhan..

semoga ia terus panjang dan panjang..sehinggalah mungkin aku di tag sekali lagi..

semoga aku panjang umur untuk terus mengejar keberkatan ramadhan..

dan aku doakan semua mendapat kenangan best di setiap ramadhan yang ditempuhi

lailatul qadar perhaps..?? it would be the greatest memory then...

sesungguhnya bertuah mereka yang menemuinya..

aku tanak tag sesape..bleh tak?sbb aku tak punya masa..dah kul 5.00

dan malas nak pikir..

adios

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berbuat baiklah

got this from yesterday's newspaper..
petikan puisi hamka ke zaaba..
lupelaa dari sape...nanti kalu dh ingat i'll edit it back

"BERBUAT BAIKLAH AYUHAI RAKAN,

KALAU TIDAK DIKENAL INSAN,

DALAM LAUT IA DICAMPAKKAN,

KALAU TIDAK DIKENAL IKAN,

TUHAN TAHU IAKAH BUKAN"

so apalagi..berbuat baiklah..jangan mintak balasan..

ikhlas dihati..pasti diingati

kalau orang tak ingat..jangan risau ..

disisi tuhan dah terpahat kebaikan itu

jalan2 pi kenduri

weekend lepas..aku ingat hari sabtu aku akan sangap..buat kerja-kerja rumah..
huhu..sekali jumaat mlm tuh dpt msg alongUTP "li aku amik ko kul 9 esok"
hmm aku dh sengih..fon kene bar..camne nk cakap buleh nih..tak tau lak die nk pi mane..
adeh..takpe..esok siap jer..
sib baik lam tgh mlm die call.."aku nak pi kenduri ani laa"
adeh..camne aku leh tlupa..die dh bgtau 2 hari lepas..sib baik..aku dh niat nk pakai jeans esok..ingatkn die nk ajak pi bekpes huhu
(utk pengetahuan seme..along ader induction execs kat PERMATA bangi masa tu)
dh janji ngan opismate nk jogging..takpe..sempat kot balik umah before kul 9..huhu..

sabtu 26 nov
subuh2 lg dh ujan..aku sambung tido balik.."mesti tk jadi jogging nih..janji kul 7" lum sempat aku tlelap opismate ku sms" kensel jogging.ujan" ..yes thought so.
aku tsedar lg lam kul 8 kelam kabut siap2..basuh baju seme..kul 930 along call"aku lupa laa jln umah ko..aku tunggu kat petronas ari tuh.." huhu tak jadi nk pakai heel..sbb kene jln jauh skit..kuang kuang..
bermula laa perjalanan kiterang ke rumah kenduri kat rawang..before that singgah kat setiawangsa amik noli (kawan sekampung along) n then amik teck lak kat kepong..singgah umah mak sepupu along..lapar nyer pasal..kiterang bedal biskut raya..haha

pastu gamble pi rawang..tersesat area selayang..tanye2 org rupanya terlepas dh jalannye..
pastuh dh masuk pekan rawang ingatkan dh dekat..sekali rupanya jauh lagi..tak tulis lak baper kilometre lam petanya..dh nk ke highway bkt beruntung upenye..
alhamdulillah sampai gak akhirnye..

ani ni..member aku sekolah menegah ..last jupe die mase f3 kot..sbb lepas pmr die pindah sekolah asrama penuh..tak berubah orangnya masih kecik kiut..seperti dulu.. sorilaa..tak sempat nk sembang pjg2..aku makan tak ingat..dh penat.. bygkan..dr kul 930 kuar..kul 2 lebih baru sampai umah ani..traffic jammed lagi..tak tau laa cemane penat along drive..aku yg co-driver pun nk layu rase.

on the way back kiterang singgah umah kakak mc jah kat setiawangsa..ingatkan mc jah ade..sekali upenye die bawak adik2 die pi times square.ade mak die n kakak die sekeluarga jer..kiterang semayang zohor kat situ..
sbb nk kene rush balik bangi..along ade program ptg tuh..so aku n teck lepak kat PERMATA...sementara tunggu along sempat gak kiterang kuar pi mamak kat pkns pekena teh ais..sib baik kawan teck sudi pinjamkan kete..:D

malam tu pas isyak anta teck ke shah alam..sian along drive..aku leh jd co-driver jer..pastuh dr shah alam kiterang tersilap exit lg..sampai ke usj subang peginyer..huhu
takpeler..jalan2..kul 12 lebih aku sampai putrajaya..

thanks to along..also to wafi n jaha for the cars..nk dekat cover satu selangor kl aku jalan..hahaha..itu ler ari sabtu yg ku sangka sangap

life is full of suprises

ahad 27 nov
ari nih dh janji ngan opismates nk pi kenduri salina(member kt kem.pengangkutan aka MOT) in banting..
huhu penat semalam tak ilang agi..kul 12 kiterang btolak..lalu ikut dengkil..this time peta yg diprovide..straight fwd..senang ler jupe umah die..dekat jln nk pi pantai morib..
tapi nasib baik kiterang tak termasuk salah umah..rupanya ader dua kenduri kat kg tuh..huhu..
sib baik nampak khemah purple n teringat salina ckp die theme purple..
jupe ler geng MOT kt situ..makan best..ala2 jawa.. eheh.. ader tempe masak sambal ikan bilis..daging masak palembang..
memenuhi selera aku tul.. imran n fisy terkejut tgk aku mkn bnyk ..lantaklaa..sedap..
dh sampai pengantin lelaki..kiterang nk blah..geng MOT plan nk pi morib tapi kiterang tak ikut..penat laa..
pastuh pi laa anta fisya kt cyberjaya b4 imran anta aku balik ke putrajaya..
ptg tuh..aku pengsan sampai maghrib.. dah dinner ala2 kadar..aku pengsan balik...penat aa..esok keje..

berakhir weekend aku dgn kenduri2 nya..
tahniah kpd dua pasangan pengantin..satu kawan lama..satu kawan baru..
semoga berbahagia ke akhir hayat

me@work

it was monday..
i was coughing badly..
but still managed to smile for the camera :p

Hari raya

fuhh..akhirnya berlalu hari raya..haha
ptg nih aku dah nak balik putrajaya
flight kul 4.40 ptg....arggh...esok keje~~~

hari raya kali nih aku rasa yang paling byk aku berjalan..
selalu aku byk duk umah..
sonok seh..first time raya bile dh keje..tapi takleh nak bg duit raya mewah2..baru 2 bulan beb..

raya pertama
aku tk pi semayang raya.. tak tau kenape..
cam lambat siap..pastuh ..dh kene tinggal..haha

n then went to the castle ...cam bese..
aku aim makanan jer..haha
taun ni ramai tul nak amik gambar dgn tg ampuan mahkota..
yer laa new addition to the family..
jupe kujat..kat bintulu die..still macam dulu ..ayu skit kot..
mkn semeja ngan family die..ayah kakak adik die seme ade..

dah siap rasa all kind of food..mingle2 lebih kurang..
pepehal tolak kiri tolak kanan..sedara gak seme tuh..hmm
hafiz hashim pun ade..huh..perasan glamer laa tuh...tak tahan..
anyway dh mangadap seme..kiterang balik..takleh lelama..
anak sedara aku dh start lari sana sini..bahye..

ptg pi umah makcik pakcik aku kat sebelah menyebelah nih..
pastuh tulon mak aku siap2..sbb esok open house..
pastuh terus pengsan..tau2 dh maghrib..
hihi sampai lupa bukak contact lense

raya kedua
pagi2 tuh siap2 lebih kurang..
pastuh lam kul 12..pastuh makcik2 aku sampai...
pastuh pas jumaat lily n asmak sampai...
makan2..pastuh kiterang gerak pi umah esoh..
adik sephia-samarinda hihi..
derang open house..kiterang janji kumpul geng ZS kat sana


wif catriona n esoh -the host-

wif danny x factor yg dh mula perasan.. jangan tak tau kat belakang tuh..umah misha omar
tapi die wat open house raya ke3 besenye..melepas..kalu tak buleh singgah sekali

raya ketiga
kuar ngan uji n ifa..
kiterang nk pi umah kak ayu...janji jupe rem kat sana
terlepas u turn sampai ke airport kiterang pi..takpe..singgah dulu situ coz aku nk tukar tiket
pastu baru pi umah kakyu..rem tunggu siap2 tepi lorong takut terlepas lagi..haha

cam janji2 sedondon lak aku ngan rem..purple haha
aku mmg tone purple raya nih..die lak pakai baju melayu purple
takpelaa rem..lawa pe...
sayang takde kamera..
wahaha...jangan marah rem...kik kik

anyway pastu kiterang singgah umah teck..rumah aku..n then nasi dagang kat umah ifa..
tak pi lak umah uji..coz ader member nak mai umah...
huhu..

raya ke 4
hari nih hari member2 naim lak berkumpul..
sonok tul..lama giler tak jupe dak2 nih..
6 tahun kot..
seme makin cun2
dh keje..dh kawin..isk isk..





overall raya nih..aku rasa mmg successful mrapatkan ukhuwah..baik ngan family maupun kawan2....sonok tak ingat...
adios..semoga bertemu lagi ramadhan n raya yang lain

sepanjang ramadan lalu

Ramadan dah berlalu..
bulan training dh berakhir..
sekarang praktikal..setakat mana ibadah sepanjang bulan Ramadhan berterusan di bulan2 lain..

cewah..itu intro..
actually aku nak post gambar2 gathering2 aku and kawan2 waktu berbuka pose..
mengeratkan ukhuwah... yang jauh didekatkan..yang dekat kita mesra2kan..hehe
tapi most of the time ..aku tak bawak kamera ..
ini pun gambar yang aku kutip ngan member2
ada jugak invititation yang aku tak pegi
like gathering alumni UTP ..sbb aku takleh nak kompem attendance earlier
and satu lagi gathering batch ptd 1/2005..sorry geng tak sampai aku kat shah village ari tuh..
huhu..lain kali kita jumpa lagi..


SRK ZS alumni - all star cafe midvalley


utp batch jan2000 - malayan aromas

balik raya

aku online dr opis ari nih
sekarang baru kul 3.30 ptg..
tapi aku dah tak tahan dah nak balik kampung...

tak sabar2 dah rasanya...
tak tau laa apa perasaan orang yang 20-30 tahun merantau..
aku yang baru jer 2-3 bulan nih..tak sesabo rasanya..

kalu takleh cuti raya tak tau aaa ape nak kate..meraung eden..
betullah orang kata ... dah jauh dimata baru laa dikenang2 ..
huhuhu

arghh..arghh..

anyway to all my friends..
walaupun ada seminggu lagi..
selamat hari raya
maaf zahir batin

raya ke dua n ke tiga
datanglaa rumah mana yang tau umah aku tu..

senang hati di bulan pose

Aduhh..
lama tul rasa tak update..
mesti seme orang dah buhsan masuk sini..
takde pepe
aku pun tak tau nk citer ape..
coz right now hidup aku bgn pagi keje balik tido..
itu jer..
weekend kang aku lyn tv jer memanjang...
nothing much to write about..
i can't discuss bout my work here..
sorry..
nak meluah rasa hati jiwa kacau pun..
dah tak kacau dah... hahaha
senang hati..hihi..
aku nak letak gambar2 pun..dah takde dah gambar2 baru..
takde aktiviti baru laa..
nantilah tgk canner..ader majlis buka puasa ke ape nanti..
aku cite..
pepehal pun aku dah apply cuti raya..yeayy..
tapi taktau laa boss approve ke tak..maklumlaa org baru..
harap2 dia baik hati..
tiket dh amik nih..takle cuti haru~~..

SEUNTAI KATA UNTUK DIRASA

panas usah membakar dada
suara usah mengegar saja
kalau benar membawa cita
Di dalam senyap kumpulkan tenaga

Ayam bertelur sekampung tahu
Mengapa mesti kita begitu?
Falsafah ubi diam berisi
Mengapa tidak kita turuti?

Sekarang singkirkan semua bicara
Sekarang kumpulkan tenaga raksasa
tiba saat berbunga merah
serentak mara kita bersama

A.Samad Said
Jendela, 1988
TEKS publishing sdn.bhd

berenang-renang

Esok genap 2 minggu aku kat MoIS (Ministry of Internal Security)..
Kiterang masih lagi pooling..tak tau posting kat bahagian mana lagi..
Bak kata geng2 ni ..masih berenang-renang..
Most of the time we were at the library..not reading..
No books here actually..only papers and magazines
coz it is under renovation..
Takpelaa..kiterang sama2 dgn staff admin kat floor nih..
mengharungi debu2..and bunyi bising keje2 renovation tuh..
yang penting kat sini kiterang dapat guna komputer and internet..
dapat siapkan assignment dgn jayanya..
dan tidak sangap..heehe

problem

problem sikit blog ni hari nih..adeh..

Seminggu di kementerian

dr kiri: faizal, imran,nolee,fisya, mid


dari kiri: faizal, fahmi,fisya,nolee,mid

tanjung piai-photos

taklimat..carilah aku ade kat tengah2 tuh..


kat jeti







kitorang dapat sijil tau..mengesahkan kami dah sampai kat tempat ni..
cam ala-ala pi tembok besar china aja..

Tanah paling Selatan benua asia

This is one of the trip masa kursus kat kluang ari tuh..
Kiterang pegi gotong royong kat sebuah kampung near Pontian
what we did there?..hmm...kutip sampah..bersihkan balairaya..
bersihkan masjid..tanah perkuburan..cat pasu-pasu sepanjang jalan kat pekan tuh..cat all the road divider..putih hitam tuh.. Fun..
A treat from the people ..makan ubi rebus dgn sambal ikan bilis..plus air kopi and kuih2..

and petangnya pegi Tanjung Piai.. actually nama tempat tu Hutan simpan paya bakau TAnjung Piai..and we went to the right spot..the southest point of mainland Asia. Di situ pertemuan selat johor dan selat melaka. Nampak Singapore..and port Tanjung Pelepas kat situ..and..bila pegi kat jeti nampak pulau indonesia..lupa dah nama pulau tu.. masuk meredah hutan pokok bakau..baru aku tau...paya bakau ni membersihkan laut..seme sampah yg hanyut di laut..tersangkut kat sini..

Tanah paling selatan..


nampak cam ala2 bangunan kt horizon tu..singapore aa tu..

jalan-jalan nampak selipar jepun..plastik..kayu-kayu balak..macam2 lah..
so time korang pi main pantai kat lumut tuh..kalu terhanyut selipar..agak2..ntah selipar korang ada kat sini2..hehe..

choir competition sempena merdeka
aku no 7 dr kiri



supporters yg happening



practise blakang stage



menunggu giliran

ini baru 1/4 daripada overall peserta..
group LDK 1 for choir competition sempena sambutan kemerdekaan

still in kluang

Today is the 2nd last day in IKWAS(INTAN kampus wilayah selatan). Not much happening today..just a regular 2.4km running and aerobics at 6.30 am..haha. also a lecture in the afternoon by the Deputy director of Public Services.

9 days in IKWAS, introduction about PTD, what is it?, what is expected as PTD...bla..bla..
We all are introduced to the values that a PTD officer should have. As the younger generation of PTD we are all required to continue the legacy and pride of PTD as the premier services in the government.(chewah..yer yer oo ayat aku..)

This is part of DPA song...summarise the hope put upon us..

Keteguhan sahsiah dan pekerti
lambang keunggulan PTD
Kesopanan dan kesusilaan
jadi keutamaan

Kami nerikrar terus berusaha
menjiwai keunggulan
sifat mulia teguhkan ketrampilan
asas ke arah kecemerlangan

perkhidmatan...bla..bla..
jasa kepada pertiwi
meneruskan tradisi ini
aspirasi dan komitmen kami..

hehe..there you go..more than a week here ..we had a series of lectures from all the big and important PTD officers..

UTP gang sama-sama kt IKWAS

had a few interesting quotes..but i'll post them later ok..

New chapter..

Just finished packing..off to kluang early in da morning..
gonna miss my two heroes..(nephews *winks)

the day after tommorrow..
i will start a new 'chapter'
in a book called 'life'

I'm so excited yet nervous
for i don't know what future holds

hmm dah ngantuk sangat nih.. mesti gara2 tadi belasah soto 2 mangkuk tadi..
this morning pi makan nasi ayam kampung kat wakaf che yeh..
hehe..celebrate kunun..last day..aku kat rumah..
tehehe..

kat muzium negeri ada pameran keris.. tak sempat aku nak pi..
somebody said keris puteri saadong which displayed cantik..isk..isk..
naper laa ari tu aku tak pi yek..
hmm..

open letter??

extraxted from reunion forum at http://zainab1alumni.com

nie hok terbaru sir mahisham tulih kat fotopage aku :

"Just by chance. I'll always remember the days when oil and water did mix together, however I couldn't bring back those moments. Only the brattest of brats would sing the old tune. Best wishes to Aj and q oleen, not forgettin the whole bunch of 94 sporty sedans"

Aj and q oleen yang dimaksudkan adalah aku dan nolee... aku pun tok tau bakpo dio tulih aj and q oleen.. but it is really touching to read sir wrote this. Huehue... kito nih the brattest of brat rupenye....

-azah

Dear sir
It was really touching..
I may never see me as a teacher..but I do realise teachers have a great impact in one's life
Their footprints will always be in part of our journey forever

I never realised that we were the brattest brats..
although i admit that we might have done some crazy things back then..haha
I guess we will take it as a compliment.. :D
actually it was the memories that hold us together..
hopefully forever..

Dear sir,

Nothing much we can do
for we are just starting the journey
the endless winding road
that we didn't know where it's heading
learning the lessons as we move on
that we realised you've tried to teach us before

Our prayers are with you
So get well soon
lets the brattest brats spirit..hehe
give you strength and hope

-nolee


The comment sir wrote was actually for the previous reunion and surprise visit to his house ( see pic n read old postings for details)
for those who didn't know who sir mahisham is..he was our primary school teacher..
quite close with our batch especially those actively involved in sports.

UTP Convofair

hari ni ramai member2 aku convo..
my two roomates (aiza n eppy).. my housemates(naja n nisha)...
member2 lain.. ( mc jah.. along.. rem n the gang.. norish.. sodes..khawa)..haha ramai laa..
member2 engineering same batch ..and also IT IS batch June...
congratulations to all..

HAPPY CONVOCATION!!
ENJOY THE MOMENTS!!

berakhirnya satu chapter dalam hidup kan??

tips..PAC.

a few friends of mine asking for tips for PAC..
PTD assessment center..aduh..tidak layak rasernye..
tapi aku lalui 2 pac..satu tak berjaya..n satu berjaya..
banyak yg aku ubah diri aku..utk bjaya lam 2nd pac tu..

and below is the blog by one of the PAC facilitators..
http://look_again.blogspot.com/2005/03/how-to-do-well-at-ptd-assessment.html

so..hope it will be useful for those who is going for PAC soon..
best of luck to all

hazy poem

heavy clouds in Selangor

When it rains
filling the drains
we miss the sun...
when the sun shines bright
It brings the drought
We long for the rain...

we are never satisfied..

and now
when smoke fill the air
we miss the blue sky
before.. we never care
now mother earth tell us why

we are never caution
the need to pay attention
for what we did has consequences
good or bad came back to us

-nlene- 8.41pm KB

woww..tengah hari ini hujan lebat kat umah aku..uhuhu..glad to see the blue sky after the rain..
walaupun mendung tak bererti hujan..namun langit membiru selepas hujan terasa lebih bermakna..
*wink

Since ain suka lagu ni..so here is the lyric..kot2..nak sing along..
sambil2 tuh..boleh sama2 ambik pengajaran..
hehe :D

Penawar Racun Dunia
Album : Damai
Munsyid : Hijjaz
http://liriknasyid.com

Desiran bayu yang lembut damai di hati
Kicauan burung di sana riang sekali
Suara ombak menggamit detik naluri
Gemilang kudrat Ilahi
...Di sini-sana ternyata gema suara
...Tangisan sayu manusia mangsa manusia
...Terbuang budi terdorong desakan hati
...Saudara korban duniawi
Manusia tiada aman dari kemelut ini
Di dada terus bersarang sikap pentingkan diri
Kuasa, harta dan nama hebat merasuk hati
Kerugian sendiri
...Dunia umpama unta tua yang kehausan
...Semakin tiada tempat untuk kasih dan sayang
...Kerana sudah terlupa pada pesanan Tuhan
...Terpesong tujuan
Nafsu jadi raja merosak dunia
Tak kan datang sinar bahagia
Moga jadi bukti bersama kembali
Cahaya pada Ilahi
...Sedetik lalu saat pun silih berganti
...Tak kan berulang sejarah masa yang pergi
...Usah dibuang di sini hanya sekali
...Mulakan diri sendiri
Iman di dada amalan dengan bertaqwa
Bantuan Tuhan menjadi syarat berjaya
Seiring jalan hargai nilai saudara
Penawar racun dunia

alahai..jerebu..

kesian aku..baru jer nak hilang selesema..sekali jerebu plak datang..
nasib baik aku bukan kat kl..anyway ..selangor dah isytihar darurat..
tapi kat sini(KB)..baru hari ni agak terasa jerebu..
mungkin sebab beberapa hari sebelum ni..ada jugak hujan walaupun sedikit..
hujan tak lama..dalam 5- 10 minit jer..tapi kira oklah dari tak hujan langsung..

hari ni memang terasa jerebu..si che kak (my mother's helper) pagi2 tadi bising2
"sapa ni pagi2 dah bakar sampah?"..memang pantang bakar membakar pagi2..huhu..
tapi kalu petang2 boleh tolerate plak..hmm ..kiterang cakap.."jerebulaa kak...memang laa berasap.."
hehe..mungkin sebab kat sini tak begitu ketara..so dia pun tak perasan jerebu.Aku tak tau laa berapa bacaan API kat sini..tak update plak ari nih..bz skit..

pastuh petang pi Pengkalan Kubur (zon bebas cukai sempadan thailand)..sambil2 hantar the 2 helpers balik kampung..singgah la kejap..tengok2 barang2 kot ada berkenan..jalan2 ngan mama masuk 2 kedai jer..punya laa lama dalam satu kedai pinggan mangkuk.."tengoklaa kot ada pattern2 baru.." mama cakap. Haha..my brother and I ingat nak beli laa pagar kayu ..utk projek landskap rumah..(kiterang buat2 sendiri jer) ..cantik ..tapi tgk punya tgk..mama cakap nanti tak tahan lama..anai-anai..pikir2 betul jugak..terus tak jadi..hihi..pastuh pi kedai pakaian kat depan ..tapi biler tengok seluar baju seme..pikir2 baik beli kat Pasar Wakaf Che Yeh aje..dah biase..mesti makcik tuh bagi diskaun lagi banyak..tak jadi jugak beli..

argghh...tekak dah tak selesa..
minum air limau nipis.. best nih..

down with flu..

selesema aku hari ni..dah agak dah..dari semalam tekak gatal-gatal..
berjangkit-jangkit..lepas sorang..sorang ahli rumah ni kena..
so hari ni bertambah laa sikit dos vitamin C aku..hihi

selesema ni sebab jangkitan virus pada saluran pernafasan..tak gitu doktor2 sekelian*wink..

hehe..tengah berusaha nak legakan ..tak mau bagi melarat..
hmm..kompem kena minum banyak air..hehe..plain water..heee..ni yang lomah ni..
asyik nak batuk..

petua utk legakan tekak..
minum minuman bercampur sedikit garam
atau air limau bercampur madu..

aduhh..panass plak rasa..jangan demam sudah..

I am a tea person

Actually I used to be a coffee (nescafe actually) person..
but since I found it effects our growth years ago..I reduced the intake gradually from that moment..it gave me headache to suddenly cut the coffee ( or shall i say caffeine hehe) intake..so i drank tea with milk instead to substitute it..

and now..I'm addicted ..tea with milk..add some ice..haha..teh ais ..yummy
my univ friends will surely know about this..How i'm sooo addicted to 'teh ais' especially from Village 4's cafe during those years in campus.

And currently..I would say i drank up to 4 mugs of hot tea with milk( nespray ..tak suka susu pekat)..teh susu.. Skang tgh kurangkan minum air sejuk2. hehe
and you know what i really don't like plain water..haha.. I really can't unless I have to..like having a cough ..flu or wateva.. but then i would add some lime or anything to make it have some flavors.. I really don't take plain water as if i'm allergic to it..hehe..(my dietitian friend mesti geleng2 kapla..hehe)
I know it is not healthy..not for your general health..digestion ..even your skin..
ok..ok..i'm working on it..trying hard to increase my plain water intake.. but i really can't leave my tea..and you know what ??..I think it does have some benefits to our health..found it on the net..

Health Facts
*Approximately 40% of the nation's fluid intake today will be tea
*Tea without milk has no calories. Using semi-skimmed milk adds around 13 calories per cup, but you also benefit from valuable minerals and calcium
*Tea with milk provides 16% of daily calcium requirement in 4 cups
*Tea contains some zinc and folic acid
*Tea with milk contains Vitamin B6, Riboflavin B2 and Thiamin B1
*Tea is a source of the minerals manganese, essential for bone growth and body development, and potassium, vital for maintaining body fluid levels
*The average cup of tea contains less than half the level of caffeine than coffee. One cup contains only 50mg per 190ml cup
*Tea is a natural source of fluoride and delivers 45% of your daily requirement if you drink 3/4 cups per day
*Green and black teas are from the same plant, Camelia sinensis, and contain similar amounts of antioxidants and caffeine

http://www.teahealth.co.uk/tea_hangmeter.html

I also heard somewhere tea really help if you want to reduce weight..don't really know the effectiveness though..so guess i don't have to cut my tea yaa.. (*wink to my dietitian friends..hahaha)

also found a quiz..how you take your tea can say about you..

black, strong with milk and 2 sugar
if something need to be done or said that takes guts, u r the person that other s will seek out to take on the terrible task. you have courage in your convictions and expect the same from others.Unfortunately, this can also make some people think that you are domineering or too assertive.what they don't know is that you still suck your thumb,have a comfort blanket and don't like thunderstorms.practise controlled breathing and soft chanting in your tea break

http://www.tea.co.uk/tAndYou/yourType.htm

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yeay!! Alhamdulillah

I received the letter i've been waiting yesterday..
the offer letter for appointment as pegawai tadbir & diplomatik
alhamdulillah..
I've made it after undergone several screenings..
a) written test .. 2 times and passed both
b) ptd assesment centre ..2 times (the 1st time i failed..but manage to pull thru during the 2nd attempt)
c) the interview..(alhamdulillah i managed to answer all the questions although not perfectly correct..)

I'll start end of this month ..straight away will be sent to kluang johor for a sort of induction course..the first modul in diploma of public administration called 'ptd unggul'
so kluang..here i come..

after that will be attachment to respective ministry or other gov agency..and then continue the remaining modul for the diploma..

I'm relieved now that i know how i can contribute to the society and country .. well it is true that we can only plan and the rest is depend to Allah.. I guess here is my path..and i'll make the best out of it..

still have a dilemma though..about the specialisation i would take under PTD.I can choose 3 out of 8:
1.Pengurusan sumber kewangan (hmm..interesting since i can use my basic financing knowledge..haha very basic though..)
2. Pengurusan sumber ekonomi ( I might choose this one..hmm)
3. Pentadbiran & pembangunan wilayah/bandar/daerah/tempatn
4. Perancangan & pengurusan sosial/infrastruktur
5. Pengurusan teknologi maklumat( should choose this..you know.. my degree..but what if i don't want to? haha)
6. Keselamatan & pertahanan negara(woww..)
7. Pengurusan sumber manusia & organisasi (well..)
8. Hubungan antarabangsa & hal-ehwal luar negeri (might choose this one too)

ku~~~ di dalam dilema!! ..hehe..
Anyway got a lot of things to settle this few weeks..
medical checkup.. agreement..and all..
wish me luck all..
hope i will have fun.. aand do the best for the job and people..yeahh..

singing again

saje je tajuk tu sebab takde idea nk tulis ape hahaha
tapi memang aku selalu menyanyi ..sape sape pun..especially kalu happy..
tapi aku menyanyi tak kira masa..haha kalu aku sedih aku humming..ke lagu2 sedih..
kalu happy nyanyi lagu2 up beat sikit.. kalu nak marah pun aku nyanyi...
just a way to express yourself..

memang suka wat "konsert free" kat umah..
jiran2 aku mesti dah biase dgr sayup2 sore aku melalak sengsorang..
i guess they got used to it..
dah lebih 20 tahun seme duk kat sini..
but i don't really sing in the bathroom ..some people do..

When i was little ..primary schoo,l i used to remember all sort of songs.
masuk pertandingan bintang kecil seme..tapi setakat tu jer lah..
aku berhenti seme my singing activities (choir,nasyid,etc) once aku masuk sek men.
tapi dah tua2 ni tak banyak lagu yang aku ingat...
maybe because there are so much more important things to remember..

another song for my dearest mama...yeay~~
(translation from the original arabic version )

Ummi (by haddad alwi & sulis)

ibu.. lagu yang paling ku gemari
irama yang ku selalu dendangkan
di mana saja, bila saja aku mengingatinya
selalu dan selalu aku menyanyikan

ibu..ibu..ibu..ibu..

ibu..jiwa dan hidupku
pemberi kebahagiaan dan harapan
sekarang..juga di masa depan

Allah memerintahkan kepadaku
dalam ku sendiri atau terbuka
bersikap membahagiakan,
berlaku sopan dan kasih sayang

namamu wahai ibu terpahat dihatiku
cintaku kepadamu membawa ku ke jalan yang benar
dan doa ku selalu..semoga Allah senantiasa menjagamu

happy birthday

happy birthday to my beloved mama!!
muahs muahs

this song is for you~~

BOYZ II MEN - A Song for Mama

You taught me everything
And everything you've given me
I always keep it inside
You're the driving force in my life, yeah
There isn't anything
Or anyone I can be
And it just wouldn't feel right
If I didn't have you by my side
You were there for me to love and care for me
When skies were grey
Whenever I was down
You were always there to comfort me
And no one else can be what you have been to me
You'll always be you always will be the girl
In my life for all times

[Chorus: ]
Mama, mama you know I love you
Oh you know I love you
Mama, mama you're the queen of my heart
Your love is like
Tears from the stars
Mama, I just want you to know
Lovin' you is like food to my soul
You're always down for me
Have always been around for me even when I was bad
You showed me right from my wrong
Yes you did
And you took up for me
When everyone was downin' me
You always did understand
You gave me strength to go on
There was so many times
Looking back when I was so afraid
And then you come to me
And say to me I can face anything
And no one else can do
What you have done for me
You'll always be
You will always be the girl in my life
[Chorus ]

smiles !!

Received a very good news last night..
have been waiting sooooo long..
I'll tell you all about it when i've confirmed it.

lalalala...
akan ku tunggu~~
hingga hadir saat itu~~

numerology potrait

aper bende pun aku tak paham..
how it work was by adding up some numbers to the letters in your name..minus that..add this..sum here sum there..
haha..bla bla..

and the result for my name..

Your Soul Number is FIVE.
A deep inner restlessness and discontent with the status quo makes you seek out adventure, excitement, and the unconventional.(erk..kebetulan jer) You thrive on new ideas, change, travel, experimenting with new ways of doing things. Predictability and routine make you feel lifeless and unhappy(kadang2 jer..most of the time changes make me nervous...it is normal..kan??) so you must find a lifestyle that is varied enough to be mentally stimulating and challenging. Independent, freedom-loving, and easily bored, you have trouble making commitments and finishing projects.(erm..no comment) You often "move on" prematurely, whether in a personal relationship or in your work. You need to develop discipline and perseverance when you have an important goal.(yes maam!) You have many talents and need many outlets and avenues for their expression,(seme anugerah tuhan..) but try to finish one thing before attempting the next. (ok then..)

us

Masih dalam mood kenangan..haha..

suka belek2 album lama2..

all these years..

have been to all places..

but still remembering those faces..

tears, smiles and laughters
as time goes by

since our last good bye

memories still fresh in mind

for it was nowhere to be found

hard to replace
will always be the most treasured

well kept

part of me

part of you

..us..

MY BESTFRIEND WEDDING

dr kiri:wahid,aszraf,nolee..lawatan lepas UPSR

Teringat aku zaman2 sekolah rendah..
my bestfriend..4 sekawan..aszraf..norwani..wahid..aku..
suka menyanyi..hehe
macam2 perangai..
seorang cermat sesangat..even pemadam die balut takut hitam
yang sorang pandai bab2 melukis.kreatif..cantik..
sorang kaki nyanyi..muzik..seme hentam..
sorang ala2 ustazah..nasyid..



last month wahid selamat ke jinjang pelamin..
eheh..seronok tengok die ..happy..
semoga berbahagia ke anak cucu ye

new look

yeay..after a few unsuccessful attempts ..
akhirnya berjaya gak aku tukar header blog..
hehe..

now that i know how.. selalu laa aku tukar nampaknyer..
*winks

Reunion postmortem

Fun!Fun!!Fun!!..What else is suitable to describe the day you get together with your primary school buddies???

ZS class of 94 with ZS headmaster

Memory in ZS

The place where we grew up..
ABC.. to poems writing..
123 to 12x12=144
saya awak..to aku mung..
ladybird books..to ahadiat akashah..
from nursery ryhmes to KRU songs..

We were there to learn..
We were there for fun..
We were there coz we were suppose to be there..
but We were loving it..

stayed back for no reasons..
participating in every school activities..
with all the efforts..
with all our hearts..
never asking what was the returns..
For we were just having fun..
enjoying each and every moments..

Remembering such moments..
bring smiles to our faces
no matter where we are..
who we are..

You are the reason ..
who we are before..
who we are now..
who we are tommorrow..

Zainab satu sekolah kita~~

the girls

more pictures..go to ZS Reunion and alumni launching

or http://zainab1alumni.com

or http://azahis.fotopages.com/

Finally

Just this afternoon we had our reunion hi-tea..I would say it was quite succesful..Although I was really tension at the beginning since my multimedia presentation for alumni launching n memories didn't work as the way it should be. but after a few adjustment..fortunately it finally work..(thank god..if not I would have to use plan B..hehe..)

me behind those laptops..sorry on duty..
and the best part is when all the old stories is recalled..hehe..we really had a good laugh..how naughty we are during those years...

well..i was really tired..and sleepy..tomorrow radin is going back to KL..and I hv to send her early to the airport..
I will post more bout the reunion..

thanks teachers n girls for coming...hope to see ya again next time..(Biar penat..It's worth it..)

later..nite

Reunion updates3

Okeh hari ini one more time...pi sekolah lagi..
kali nih sebab nak confirm..n ambik LCD projector yang kiterang nak pinjam..
boleh tak hotel tak sediakan projector..nak sewa mahal beb..RM200+
sungguhlah gembira bila HM approve..tapi org2 office tuh..hampehlaa..tak ccoperative langsung..
in fact..aku rase cam berlagak laks makcik tuh..lantak lah..
tapi memandangkan Cikgu yg incharge benda tuh takde kat sekolah..so kiterang pi makan dulu .
Lepas tuh baru pegi balik amik LCD projector tuh..

2 kali sesi terjah umah Miss Tan(former std 6 english teacher)..first attempt salah umah .. lepas call nida..tanye bebetul kat mana sebenarnya die penah nampak kete Miss Tan..baru betul direction..
hehe seronok jupe Miss Tan although she did'nt really remember us..yerlaa..she retired exactly after we had our UPSR..She was a very good teacher..very punctual..hehe..Unfortunately she won't be coming to the reunion... :I

www.zainab1alumni.com

Reunion updates2

haa..hari ni kad jemputan utk cikgu2 azah dh siapkan..
terus lg meround SK Z1 tuh..kiterang jemput cikgu2 lama jer..
esp yang mengajar ..n kamceng ngan our batch
itu pun berapa orang jer yang tinggal kat sekolah tu..
dalam 10 lebih orang jer..
kebanyakan cikgu yang close ngan kiterang dah pindah mengajar tmpt lain..or dh bersara like miss Tan ,Sir Mahisham,Pn Zanariah,Pn hirawati, etc .Mana yang dapat kiterang carik..jumpalaa..yang dah lose contact..tak tau nak carik cemana.. :I

I was happy when we received such an overwhelmed responses from those teacher..
They still remember me ..remember azah..Maybe because we were so naughty..noisy..hyperactive..hihi during those school years..ermm.(aku nakal ke?)

One more thing..aku jatuh tangga!!!! hahaha..sib baik azah sempat pegang..yerp kat sekolah tu laa..
nasib baik takde orang nampak..tapi sakit siot..siku aku sakit2 lagi sampai hari ni..
takleh laa nk angkat berat2..injured..

www.zainab1alumni.com

Reunion Update1

Hari ni tetiba azah call mintak temankan pegi SK Zainab 1..
nak jupe HM ..pastu nak cari cikgu2 sekali..
apa lagi fasal reunion laa..

Kiterang gaks pi cari venue for reunion before tuh..pi Sutera inn..safar inn..seme hall penuh..
sekali pi hotel perdana..sib baik ada..
terus kompemkan n tgk location..cantik bilik tuh..siap ada sliding door leading to swimming pool..leh laa santai2 nanti..


Kat ZS Aku amik peluang utk tangkap gambar sekolah..
rasa cam giant lak dikelilingi bebudak kecik..hihi
mesti derang pelik..
ape laaa kakak 2 orang nih..amik2 gambar bangunan..pagar sekolah..
rasa cam reporter laks..

..ingat nk jupe cikgu ramzee..puas pusing2 sekolah..
sekali call..die dh balik dah..

takpe..esok masih ada

www.zainab1alumni.com

SRK Zainab 1 alumni and reunion

Attention to all SK Zainab (1) (fomerly known as SRK Zainab 1) x-students esp UPSR'94...
You are invited to the reunion n alumni launching..
details as follows..


Venue :Golden Jade Private Room, Hotel Perdana
Date :18 June 2005
Time :3.00pm - 5.30pm (hi-tea)
Fee :RM30
Dresscode :Smart casual

do contact us..

the teachers will be there too.. Nik Razak (he's HM of course la gi), Cikgu Ramzee, Cikgu Salahuddin, Sir, Cikgu Anisah, Cikgu Farhanah, Cikgu Hashimah etc.. Be there, or be square... muaahhhss!!! See u there!!

further info about alumni
www.zainab1alumni.com

ps: Jgn terkejut nampak gambar kiterang jer kat banner..itu buat sementara shj..

besday best

Not a typical birthday..No cake..no candles..
What I did today?..
huhu..

* which one is ripe??*
picking oranges under hot steaming sun..exactly 12 at noon..
huhu kinda fun anyway..I don't really know how to determine the ripe oranges..
and then we went fishing..a few time i lost my 'umpan' but didn't catch any fish ..
my brother did though..in fact he caught the biggest fish among all..'ikan patin'..

* the fish that my bro caught*
after that we had lunch..ikan patin masak tempoyak..with kerabu pucuk paku..n some ulam with of course..budu..hihi..i was so hungry...and also the heat gave me a killing headache..

* fun in da sun*
thanks to the management of Projek diraja limau madu, Kg Chenulang Kuala Krai..n others for the hospitality..had a great time.despite the heat...but i was really hoping i would catch a fish.. :(

arrived home at 3++ . After a bottle of 100plus..I hv to sleep to reduce the headache..
and then had dinner..steamed patin..n rice...waahaahaa...best best..