You gain some..you lose some..

that is the law of life..
you can't have everything..you have to compromise..
and accept that while you are earning something ..you are sacrifising something..
that is the fact of life..

some may say.. no .. i believe we can still have all the things we want..
i don't think so..
although it may be not that much ..to give you a great impact but..
there must be some little thing you lose in gaining something..
must be..

so in the end..

it is just you..
either you are ready to lose them ..
are you capable to bare the consequences..
are you brave enough to face the heartbreak..
are you strong enough to pick up the pieces and live..
are you ..?

p/s:
or do I?

p/s II :
Banji's blog..Immortal.. received an award..Bravo bro..
tetiba teringat hikayat si gajah merah dan drama maghrib..haha..
the blog really am something (I've put the link on the sidebar)..
and for you to received that award must be very exciting..
you are new to blog scene is one thing..but to blog with a focus,purpose,full of wisdom and appreciation of others is another..
Banji was a senior i've got to know tru the chatting madness in UTP ( i still think the UTP channels... do give a great benefit of networking for UTPians.).. selalu berbalas pantun..but i can't never beat yours..salute .. ahli bahasa pujangga yg berjaya..haha
and again..congratulations!

STUPID!

I'M DAMN ANGRY WITH THAT LORRY DRIVER...
ADA KA NAK OVERTAKE AKU KAT ONE WAY LANE YG SEMPIT TUH..
TGH TURUN FROM FLYOVER LAK TUH N CORNER..BUDUSS..

TAU LAA LORI HANG BURUK..
KOT2 KENE KETE ORG LAIN NIH..APE CITE?..
ISK.. TAK PENAH AKU SUMPAH ORANG MACAM NI..NTAH PEPE KO..
AKU DH KASI CAN OVER TAKE..
ALIH-ALIH KO PEGI PECUT IKUT RAPAT KANCIL DEPAN PLAK...
PASTUH TUKAR LANE 3-4 KALI..
SIB BAIK AKU NIH RABUN TAK NAMPAK NO PLAT HANG..
TAU LAA NAK CEPAT..APE? INGAT ORANG LAIN NIH BERSIAR-SIAR KE??
BUDUSS LAA..


DAMN..PAGI2 AKU DAH MARAH ORG..

it"s OK ....it's alright.. fight fight fight

A few commented that this blog getting gloomy..
What I wrote was heartrending and distressing.. Some even worried that I may lose my smile..

Well ..don’t be dear..
this is just a way of me releasing the suffocating bubbles in my chest..
I wrote because I feel that someone out there do care.. and it is proven that you all care..

It is not that my passing days were as gloom as this blog getting to be..
It was not even close.. in fact I was just the same me.. the “tak kisah” me..
I’m happy.. it was just the up and down of life..
and I may have chosen to write only those downs days here..hence you thought I was having a tough time..

No dear friends.. I’m alright..

Ps: Tuhan bersama mereka yang sentiasa mahu bersyukur

Breathless

Why is it when I was happy.. Blessed. Feeling contented with all that I have...
Suddenly the pressure came.. Putting the heaviest rock on my chest..
Suffocated.. I thought I’m gonna die..

Why is it that I felt someone is not happy with me..
The more I ignore it the more I think it is true..
The more I choose to please the more I’m hurt
And I’m bleeding even severely when I realize someone is hurting just because of me..
The selfish me..

Remember I wrote in previous post.. I’ve been pushing myself so hard..
Although it felt like enough I kept pushing harder..
I will break.. Sooner or later..
I’m falling apart already..
Each part of me heading to a different end..
And I .. More confused then ever..
Lost my way in the dark..
And blinded by the light..
I will never see…
Or is it me who is plain ignorant that I refuse to see


“Ya Allah, hamba bersabar atas segala ketentuan-Mu”.

dugaannn...

tap..datap..tap ..tap...
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tap..datap..tap ..tap...
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tap..datap..tap ..tap...
tap..datap..tap ..tap

syok aku menaip paper yang nk diangkat kpd dato..
sekali...
tup!(black out)

sheessssshhhh..

ps: sudahkah anda membaca CLEO bulan ini? saya amat tertarik dengan jaket putih dipakai oleh mandy moore di muka depan...ayy yaya i like~

Some say this is me

You are always questioning and learning,
and you seem young and alive no matter what your chronological age,
for your mind is always alert, curious, flexible and open to new experiences.
You have a childlike enthusiasm for anything new and you learn easily,
but you also get bored rather quickly.
You can be something of a scatterbrain,
for you tend to have so many ideas and irons in the fire that it is hard to keep track of them all. You need and crave

Your Real Motivation
You are, in many ways, an eternal child.
Your mind is bright, alert, curious, flexible, playful, and always eager for new experiences
- and your attention span is often quite brief.
You grasp ideas quickly and once your initial curiosity has been satisfied,
you want to go on to something else.
You crave frequent change, variety, meeting new situations and people.
variety, change, mental stimulation, and an active social life.