Missing Him

It was raining heavily this morning..
i woke up and was thinking of my dream last night..
I dunno why.. i kinda miss him..
i slept with teary eyes last night ..

Miss his grey eyes..
soft voice talking to me..
his warm smile ..
his hug when i was about to move here..
his last hug..

i still remember the day we all sat together having dinner with him..
as if we all know he's going to leave us..
i remember ,..his favourite hot Milo O must be ready for him after dinner..
chit chatting about world war II..
about the good old days..

missing my Tok Mat dearly..
maybe it was because of the coming wedding end of this week..
The time when the whole family are suppose to get together..

tidak sempat aku melihat wajahnya untuk kali terakhir..
membuatkan aku lambat menyesuaikan diri..
terasa seolah-olah dia masih di sini..
-nlene

duty

AKu bertugas untuk Dewan Negara..
Kebetulan kementerian aku kene menjawab soalan hari tu..
Tapi aku half heartedly there..sebab byk keje sebenarnya kat ofis..
hehe..tapi yang best jupa ramai member-member 1.0.5.ers kat situ..
kebetulan dua-dua dewan rakyat dan dewan negara bersidang serentak..
ramailaa..geng2 kiterang..ada yang bertugas..
ada yang datang stand by ..untuk soalan2 parlimen..
ada yang datang stand by untuk banyak perkara-perkara lain..
kind a busy parliament that day..

wait until the dewan negara session ended..at about 6.00pm..and it rained heavily outside..
so we all wait for the rain to 'reda' skit.. had tea tarik session at the cafe..
about 7pm baru berangkat pulang..tumpang my friend..dgn hujan renyai-renyai ..
dgr soundtrack 'cinta' that my friend had bought..
hehe..
around 9 baru sampai umah since we stopped at seksyen 15 bangi for dinner..

end the 'duty call' day..

nxt week i'm going to Melaka.. as usual business trip..
yee haa...

jalan..jalan..

Words to ponder..

" Hope is not a plan"

quote from Oprah show last night.

hope is just a hope..a wish ..who may or may not come true..
but plan is different..
plan is a guided to do list..
plan has goals..
plan is a well thought path or activities in order to achieve goals..

a hope without plan is like a dream without effort..
a plan without hope is like a rainbow without colours..

well at least that's what i think..what do you think?

p/s:

went to watch "CINTA" with the gang last thursday..nice..

"p/s:cinta ade banyak maksud tau.. so, jgn perasan sgt. Hahahahhaah.
Tp bak kata pelakon dalam CINTA, kalo kita nak, mesti ade cara kan.
Jgn pulak cepat give up nanti org ckp, awak ni negative la.
Tp kalo dah tak dpt org akan ckp, love is about letting go.
So, erm… ok. "

quote this from mid's blog..
just a smart way to summarise everything about the movie..
Cayalahh Mid!!

ada kawan lama tanya aku.."So have u found ur cinta?"
aku tanya balik "kena cari ke?bukan datang sendiri?"
tau apa jawapan kawan lama tu..
" mungkin tak payah cari..mungkin dah pernah datang tapi masa tak kena.."
aduss..
teringat cerita green green grass di blog mid..
thinking how many green grass we have miss when we walk across the field..

:D