A cousin wedding

before heading out to Shah alam for the akad nikah ceremony.

The top was actually a last minute purchase since i need to wear a white top for the ceremony.

In the month of October, there was a cousin wedding. A purple wedding, with great food and company. Despite the stress of anticipating the ptk, i still manage to enjoy the celebration. Family gathering .. full of laughter and chattering.

div>This was why i need to actually wear white and the sarong. I'm the dayang2 eh mak orang buleh kira dayang2 ke..mak inang..huhuhu

and this was at the reception.daddy with one of my cousins and mummy of course with Irfan

Congratulations Syed Mustafa and Siti Marliza.. May Allah bless you guys with a wonderful life ahead.

SWEET

Anak mummy nih baru nak belajar merangkak.. tak pandai duduk lagi.. tapi kalau dah pegi restoran, mummy ngan daddy of course nak makan. letak dalam stroller mengamuk nak keluar melainkan tidur.. alih-alih mintak baby seat.

Happy giler bila dapat duduk situ. siap tepuk-tepuk meja lagi.

anak mummy dah big boy... huhu

PTK terakhir abad Ini.

Sejak PM umumkan dalam budget 2011 bahawa PTK dimansuhkan , ramai yang sangat gumbira. Ye lah siapa suka dengan exam kan?. Tapi dalam gembira itu risau juga. Entah bagaimanalah pengganti PTK itu nanti. Jangan haraplah nak lepas tanpa ptk langsung. Kompem akan diganti dengan system lain punya. Ingat sesenang nak naik pangkat. Huhu .. Mesti ada penilaian punya. Setakat bodek-bodek… kipas-kipas bos :p takde ler..

Anyway yours truly and dear husband baru lepas PTK .Seminggu tu. Macam-macam ada. Ceramah, public speaking, pembentangan pengurusan kerja, pembentangan kerja kumpulan (ala-ala case study siap power point gitu) dan akhir sekali of course 2 exam bertulis.
Aku tang exam bertulis tuh kurang takutnyer walaupun tahu cover banyak giler( dari isu semasa rasuah jenayah dadah segala sampailah specific pasal pekeliling2 , kewangan, asset, pengurusan tanah, segala macam dasar kerajaan, urusan tanah.. macam2…so cemana nak baca?).. memang tak tau nak baca apa. Tapi sebab dia bertulis..tak takut sangat. Bukan objektif ABC yer adik adik.. soalan esei yang perlu dijawab secara analisa ok .
Yang sesi lain-lain tuh sebab kena bercakap. Gabra habis. Public speaking of course English without any visual aid.

Dan punya la aku stress pasal PTK nih sampai hari first tuh .. kena gastric pastuh macam demam seram sejuk takleh bangun. Dah kena MC separuh hari.. aduhai.

Tapi Alhamdulillah esoknya dah sihat and memandangkan bonda datang dari jauh temankan berjayalah aku n dear husband menjalani ptk itu dengan tenang. Semalam habis. Tak taulah macam mana hasil keputusannya.

Tolonglah lulus..

Oh lupa ada 2 assignment due lepas aidil adha.. haish

lepas tuh baru bleh ..tolong lah lulus. huhu

shuz

It has been a while since i bought a new pair of shoes.

Am so excited about this one.
Now I need to hunt for a new pair of court shoes for work.

ps: pls ignore kaki yg tak cantik ittew.

Happy Birthday Daddy!!

Waahhh!! lama betul tak update haha.. Nak buat macam mana tak cukup masa sekarang.. Dengan pertukaran portfolio kerja... Melayan Irfan lagi.. Sungguh kelam kabut.. Kemudian masuk pulak bulan Ramadhan, tup tup dah raya.. adui

Hari ini birthday daddy Irfan tapi daddy tengah dalam misi mencari doraemon di Jepun. Takpe.. mummy celebrate ngan Irfan kat sini.. hihi.. Hari ni juga birthday kakak mummy, kak wanie.

Irfan dah besar.. sudah pandai berguling-guling sampai jatuh katil.. meniarap dan menyondol@ kepala ke depan .. sudah ketawa mengekek.. lagi orang gelak lagi dia ketawa.. suka orang berborak dengan dia. huhu


My 2 heroes. Ini gambar feveret mummy, diambil semasa dalam erl dari KLIA ke Putrajaya selepas pulang beraya di KB. Seronok Irfan naik train yer.. dalam kapal terbang pun dia tidur jer.. tu yang dah mendarat aktif ajer...

kata Irfan:
OWw. Gu Ge Gu u HUU Hu Guu Gee Ah gu Ag Hu!!!

translated:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY Daddy n Che Anie.. dan Selamat Hari Raya kepada semua!!!!!

Breath

Saya MC 2 hari setelah pulang dari menemankan dear husband outstation.. of course Irfan pun ikut sekali. Yang sebenarnya saya yang beria hendak mengikut. tidak sanggup rasanya sensorang di rumah memalam bersama Irfan sahaja. huhu kes dah lama tak kena tinggal.

anyway 2 hari di rumah pun bukannya berehat sangat but its ok. for a breather.Alhamdulillah selesema dapat dikawal. tekak jer ada sedikit perit. Risau dan tak suka sakit sekarang bimbang terjangkit dekat si kecik.

anyway masuk ofis hari ini , terpaksa pula buat kerja orang lain walhal dia ada ajer kat ofis. Hang busy sangat ke. Tgk boleh ajer tergedek2 pi shopping dekat jualan time tengahari. dah banyak kali. Tiap kali pun aku tarik nafasdan senyum jer. Nak buat macam mana terpaksa mengadap orang on behalf orang lain. letih. Tak suka sebab aku tidak dapat memberikan assurance yang bagus kepada orang yang aku jumpa memandangkan bukan aku yang akan proceed hal itu. huhh.. duit nak kerja tanak. cemana? jawablah nanti. haa kan aku dah marah.. elok-elok saya kat atas dah jadi aku..hehehe

Breath..breath.. smile.. sabar.. ada hikmahnya tu nanti. ceh pujuk diri sendiri.

Nursery

Hari ni first day Irfan pegi nursery selepas ditangguh memandangkan dia hari tu seperti tidak sedap badan selepas injection. Semalam Irfan asyik terjaga aje. Mesti dia tau nenek dah balik dah. huhu. Semalam awal-awal lagi dah siapkan barang2 Irfan takut tertinggal apa-apa.

Nasib baik subuh tadi Irfan tak mengamuk sangat. baik aje layan mummy borak sambil tunggu daddy siap-siap. Dia macam pelik je bila bawak naik kereta huhu. Mesti pelik pagi-pagi dah keluar jalan, selalu pagi-pagi bawak keluar tengok bird je sambil buka pintu pagar. huhu

Sepanjang jalan ke nursery, Irfan tidur je. Ngantuk tak cukup tidur semalam agaknya. Sampai di nursery bila cikgu ambik dia terjaga. Nasib baik Irfan biasa tidur meniarap. Irfan tak nangis pun bila mummy n daddy nak gi ofis. Dia asyik duk tgk keliling, tempat baru..bila dady usik dia senyum2. OKlah tu lega sikit mummy. Kalu Irfan nangis-nangis, mau mummy tak sampai hati nak tinggal. sedih.

Kak N bagitau kalau baby tertiba demam atau apa-apa dia telefonlah nanti. Kalau tak telefon tu maknanya semua OKla tuh. huhu saja la Kak N tu nak sedapkan hati mummy ..ngesh ngesh.

Tiga

Uish..sudah sebulan tidak di update. Busy with many things, sorry.. :D

Anyway, anak mummy, Irfan dah 3 bulan. Belum pandai membalikkan badan untuk meniarap tapi kalau diletakkan meniarap mesti angkat kepala tinggi. Dia suka berborak (in his own way of course) and kami memang suka berborak dengan dia. Ceritalah tentang apa saja. Cerita fasal ofis pun dia dengar aje. Apa lagi kalau nyanyi-nyanyi.

Irfan juga dah pandai tengok TV. Especially yang kaler terang-terang. dan dia juga begitu teruja dengan lampu siling kat ruang tamu. Kalau on mesti dia gelak and buat bunyi seolah-olah dia tegur dan cakap-cakap dengan lampu tu.

Semalam pegi ambik injection imunisasi. Irfan tak nangis pun. Dia jerit sikit masa ubat masuk pastuh sibuk nak susu and terus tidur. Hari ni dia macam gelisah sikit tak sedap badan kot. Jangan demam sudah.

Esok Irfan dah start kena pegi nursery so mana boleh demam. Irfan nak gi school mummy dia yang nervous lelebih. Barang-barang Irfan dah siap list.malam ni kemas. Harap Irfan dapat adapt dengan cepat and cikgu2 semua baik. huhu

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Satu lagi yang buat aku teruja ni .. melihatkan projek rumah idaman sudah nak siap. Tak sabar dah tunggu ni. Katanya akhir bulan depan dapat kunci.Tgh tunggu CF.

Aku dah berangan ni. sambil-sambil tu dah start spring cleaning rumah sekarang. Mana barang tanak, nak buang jer. Siap dah surf internet cari tips and idea hias rumah yang tak besar mana tu. kecik pun janji comel and landed property. Janji sendiri punya bukan sewa. huhu.

tak sabarnya....

Sekarang ni memang semangat fikir fasal rumah and Irfan je. Projek tu dua jer dalam kepala ni sampai akhir tahun ni kot. Kalu shopping pun semua sama ada barang Irfan atau barang rumah jer. Takde dah nak beli baju mummy ke..kasut baru ke...huhuhu Tengah berangan la nanti ruang tamu cantik macam dalam gambar tu. Dapur pun walaupun kecik tapi comel. Harap lepas tu rajin la masak. huhu Tapi boleh ke orang buat kabinet macam tu eh.. mahal tak?.. kui kui.

Nak kena budget betul-betul and prioritize ni. Duit semua kena invest untuk rumah jer setengah tahun yang akhir ni. Nak kena cari kontraktor yang bagus. Nak renovate siap-siap baru nak masuk rumah.

Birthday

Another year has gone.

I am trully blessed.

Syukur.

Irfan on a Jet Plane

We are now back in Seri Kembangan and I started working on Tuesday.

Irfan was such a good boy throughout the flight from KB-KL on monday. He slept peacefully on daddy's lap, thanks to the pacifier given by my sister. huhu. A test for us and him. If we managed to go through this 1 hour flight without any problem than we will survive the 2 hour flight to Kuching. hahaha (lupa amik gambar Irfan dalam flight)

Irfan. daddy cakap kalu good boy daddy bawak jalan oversea. ngesh ngesh

I was so blur yesterday morning reporting back to office. So many new faces and there was a reorganization with new units. hua hua One whole day was spent getting the latest news on what happening around the office and confirming aout my new jobscope.

N.I.A.R.

(Nik Irfan Abdul Rahman)
Owh it spells RAIN backward. Rahmat tuhan.


It is nearly 2 months since Irfan was born. I have never really wrote or told anyone about the experience except for Farah when we chatted a few weeks ago. It was also her who asked how was it as I added another role up my sleeves - from just a wife to a mother. I was just discharged from the hospital when she asked it. If I had answered her there and then, I would've replied
" It was such an overwhelming experience and I doubt I would want to go through it again" huhu


The memory going in labour is quite blurry to me. Maybe because of the pain or the painkiller.I just remember my husband who had always been by my side, trying hard to calm me by cracking silly jokes. I just looked at him with a blank face and he knew, seriously it was not a suitable time for jokes hehe.I also remember he kept offering promises which I didn't remember any after delivery. RUGI. I also remember both my parents and mother in law was also there throughout the time I was in labour.

I was admitted to the labour room at 7pm on 11 April and by 5 am the next day, I was 7 cm dilated. I also kept vomiting every time the pain escalated hence I got weaker. By 8am, the water broke but I was having hard time pushing the baby out. I was sleepy and exhausted. The doctor decided to vacuum after a few try.

Irfan was loud when he was out, he cried his heart out despite the doctor's warning that he may not cry, quite and sleepy- the effect of the painkiler I took. Even I was tend to doze off in between contractions. When the baby was brought to me, then only I realized he has daddy's sepet eyes and mummy's thick hair and eyebrows.

Yes, the first week was tough. My body was in constant pain and tired all the time. I was also having mummy blues. My emotion was like a roller coaster. Sometimes I felt like everybody was ignoring my needs and everything was about the baby. At other time I felt like everyone was bossing me around. Telling me to do this and that, don't so this and that.
(walhal dah kata new mother, first baby memang la semua orang bagi macam-macam nasihat)

I also got easily frusfrated over small things. Whether I failed to nurse him, to calm him down or when other people took over taking care of him. I strongly feel that everything about the baby is solely our responsibility - me and husband. So when anyone helped, took care for him, changed his diapers and other thing (except for bath) I felt uneasy.( walhal they just want to help because I am not fully recovered).I have always want to do those things myself, and I know how to do them. It would hurt me when they think I knew nothing. I also would think if I didn't take care of the baby now he won't love me later.huhu such weird feelings. Feelings that I was not suppose to feel. No wonder I was so stressed out.

(So many weird feelings to handle, no wonder there is such thing as new mothers depression)

Now I am more calm and slowly getting better handling Irfan. He is a fussy baby and will wail his heart out whenever he is upset. Now he can smile, giggle and baby talk. He like it when I sing to him or bring him outside every morning and evening. I love spending time with him everyday.



MUMMY LOVE YOU, IRFAN
and daddy too :p


ps:
having heard Irfan's sweet giggle.. I am willing to go through the experience again..

MOTHER's DAY

hujung minggu ini daddy irfan tidak pulang ke kb. ada kerja memandangkan sambutan hari pekerja peringkat kebangsaan diadakan pada hari Sabtu.

Pada pagi Ahad, saya mendapat kejutan, Suprise!! huhu tiada nama pengirim pulak tuh.. ish ish
tapi saya dah boleh agak siapa yang menghantarnya. Thank you Dear

Cukur Jambul

Hari ini actually our wedding anniversary.. sudah setahun masa berlalu.
rasa macam baru sekejap sahaja. Memandangkan saya masih dalam pantang jadi tiada la sambutan mana. Tapi pagi-pagi hari ini kami adakan majlis ringkas cukur jambul Irfan. hanya menjemput saudara-mara terdekat dan jemaah masjid.

by the way, tok imam tu muda lah dalam 30an kot. hensem pulak tuh huhuhu.
Selain dari rambut yang dipotong sedikit, irfan juga diberi rasa kurma, gula,garam, asam, dan lain2lah dan beri minum air zamzam dari cincin emas , perak dan satu lagi saya lupa. huhuhu

Anak daddy ni

Wah wah... saya baru menyinggah ke blog pirates yg kembali aktif..huhu
mydear husband itu sudah lama tidak berblog tp sejak irfan lahir ni rajin btul mengupdate..hehe

sian daddy irfan tinggal sensorang kt umah.. owh saya berpantang di kampung halaman.
alhamdulillah anakanda sudah semakin sihat.. lega saya..

today

my heart broke into pieces seeing him like this. get well soon dear.

HE'S HERE

after 15 hrs in labour (now I know why giving birth is called in labour) ..

our bundle of love and joy is finally here..

presenting to the world

NIK IRFAN ABDUL RAHMAN BIN MOHAMAD SANI

more info at the daddy's blog

Waiting

pic: little one 38 weeks

Little one maybe still feeling mummy's tummy is soo cosy..
nevermind still 3 days to go before due
mummy finds walking is very tiring these few days
and daddy is very excited waiting for u to meet him..

:D

Sempat lagi

Saya mula cuti bersalin 60 hari starting 28 Mac ni. Saja ambil awal..walaupun belum bersalin.
Sekarang ini bersantaian di teratak bonda sehinggalah habis pantang nanti. bersama dear pirate balik dengan menaiki kapal terbang jumaat hari tu. beria-ria saya meminta doktor menyediakan surat pengesahan bahawa saya sihat untuk naik kapal terbang sekali tak ditanya langsung pun semasa nak naik. huhu..nampak sangat saya masih lagi slim dan comel.. huhu perasan tak sudah

Tadi berjumpa dengan doktor yang insyaAllah akan menyambut kelahiran ini. Setelah diperiksa katanya kalau melihat keadaan kedudukan bayi, saya tidak akan bersalin lagi dalam masa seminggu ini. Sempat lagi lah saya hendak makan segala makanan sementara kat kb nih. Roti Canai Cotek, Nasi Lemak TC, Ayam Percik, dan banyak lagi hihihi.

Hujung minggu yang Hoyea Hoyea

On friday I went to Motherhood Fair in MidValley hoping for some great bargains on baby products but ended up not really spending much except for PAMA subscription. We managed to get some really good information about imblilical cord blood stem cell storage though. Quite a number of companies offer such services for a certain amount of fee. hmm



After that we went to the International Book Fair in MidValley.. huhu sungguh seronok membeli macam-macam buku.. Dear Pirates memula macam tidak berminat, sekali jumpa buku yang dia sukaa.. haaa amik. lagi mahal tuh harga dia.. :P
Sabtu petang kami ke Bagan Lalang.. bergediks jadi model.. hihi..
Seronok juga.. thanks tu EnWanzai dan assistantnyer yang cute.
juga rakan-rakan yang meneman bergambar. Lepas tuh kami belasah makan seafood kat restoran di situ.


Hari Ahad banyak rehat saja. penat.. tak larat dah. Tapi tengah hari keluar juga cari makanan Arab di Restoran Sanaa, Cyberjaya. Damn habis saya makan nasi madgoat ke cemane ntah ejaannya hihi..banyak tuh. kemudian ke Jusco temankan ecah potong rambut.. kita pun cuci rambut sekali... yee haa...

Hari ni isnin mula la rasa malas. tapi surat sudah dapat. arahan untuk tidak melompat cuma tidak tahu perlu mengengsot ke mana. Kerja lama kena buat juga. Kerja baru pun buat juga.

News... good or bad..

I just received sms from my brother-in-law, my sister has just given birth to a healthy baby boy earlier this morning. Supposedly she was due yesterday and the doctor planned to induced labor today. Tak sempat pun.

Huhuhu waiting anxiously for my turn..insyaAllah in a month time.
Owh for those who keep saying I didn’t look pregnant. Tgklah gambar itu.. besaq haaa..
The picture was taken at Bagan Lalang by Echah. Dear husband and Echah telah melayan my sudden craving for crabs..nyum nyum.


Owh my, I also received a slightly not so good news that made me have to reconsider my plans and steps on the stones (refer to previous post) huhuhuhu. Guano deh?