Thursday, December 20, 2012


Perancangan Allah itu yang terbaik. Alhamdulillah received a good news last Friday. Something I've been praying for. I was granted with what I wish for but of course Allah gives more than what I need.

Allah yang Maha Mengetahui.
Dia turut memberikan sedikit cabaran. so that I will grow~~.
Alhamdulilllah Alhamdullillah Alhamdulillah

I have so many thing to be grateful for.

Annual Report.checked
Report Duty.checked
Nota Serah tugas.checked
Tugasan tertangguh.Checked

 Getting ready and embracing 2013 with new vision and spirit.
Allah please always guide me.

Wednesday, December 12, 2012

Triple Twelve

Lao Tzu

Wah!!!!  lamanya meninggalkan ruang ini. Ruang luahan perasan or accurately ruang catatan diri.. bukan catatan peribadi kalau catatan peribadi it must be private, not for everyone to see la kan. It took me sometime to think about what exactly this blog is suppose to be about..

Till now still not really sure.. There are so many thing in life that I am still not sure about. Some I just let it go, some I just embrace it and go with the flow and there are some I am still hesitating to decide.

Feel bad for abandoning this blog for some time. ... don’t think anyone ever read this anymore. Plus it is easier to share thing/pic tru other channel i.e instagram, facebook or twitter.

Today is 12/12/12. A beautiful date. Many people begin their new chapter in life today. I heard that many couples queuing at National Registration Dept for their marriage registration today. For Muslims, they may be having solemnisation or reception today. Congratulations and have a blissful marriage ya/

Wednesday, August 08, 2012

I think I am Not Happy.

Akhir-akhir ini my career-life is not good. Definitely not good. Not only that i didn’t have the drive or motivation anymore. Nothing. I also felt nothing. Zero. No more extra effort. Just enough or even sometime less. I did less than expected.
I got scolded of course. Big bosses some more. Shame on me. But I felt nothing. Parah yang melampau. I am now in a very critical state. I know that. And no one can help me but myself. I know that too.
Hanya tuhan yang mengetahui apa yang tersirat di hati dan fikiran hamba mu ini
Hanya tuhan yang mengerti hasrat dan keperluan diri hamba
Hanya tuhan yang tahu apa yang terbaik untuk diri hamba
Hamba mu ini berserah. Dengan kemuliaan Bulan penuh pengampunan, hamba yang kerdil ini mohon petunjuk dan hidayah mu. Tuntunlah hamba mu ini ke jalan yang diredhai mu Ya Allah
Jadikan hamba orang yang bermanfaat bukan sahaja pada diri tapi juga paling bermanfaat kepada orang lain
Hamba ini dengan rendah hati memohon
Sesungguhnya Allah Maha Mendengar dan lagi Maha Dekat

rasa nak sambung study. Tapi dunno where to start. I ada degree IT boleh ke amik master psikologi? Paling-paling pun MBA je la kot. Tapi macam berminat psikologi so how?

Wednesday, August 01, 2012

Salam Ramadhan

Sudah hampir separuh Ramadhan Yang Penuh Barokah berlalu..
10 hari pertama yang penuh keampunan telah pergi

Saya merasakan Ramadhan kali ini istimewa. Cukup istimewa.
Mungkin kerana minda di bawah sedar sudah berbulan bersedia untuk Ramadhan ini
Dengan beberapa tekad. entah berjaya atau tidak.
Yang penting usahanya
Sungguh ia satu perjuangan.
Bukan lagi melawan syaitan musuh yang nyata. tapi beradu mental dengan diri sendiri. hawa nafsu.
Semoga saya dan anda tidak tergolong di kalangan mereka yang rugi.

kerana Ramadhan kali ini istimewa
Saya sambut dengan penuh syukur dan sebak

As we enter this blessed month of mercy, I give this advice to myself first, and to you all:
Don’t let this Ramadan be just a holiday of rituals. Don’t finish reading the Quran without it transforming you. Don’t feed your body at suhoor, but starve your heart of Qiyam. Don’t reduce this downpour of mercy to just a month of sweets and lavish iftars. Seek Him, you will find. Take a sincere step towards change, transformation, redemption. If you do, you will find Him in front of you. Find Him this month. He’s been there all along. Closer than your jugular vein. Look and you’ll find. Walk and you’ll arrive.
-Yasmin Mogahed

Tuesday, June 19, 2012


This photo is just TOO CUTE.. oh my oh my.. so beautiful. I was wondering the baby was actually sleeping or not. You are such a darling la baby.. Sangat Comel... Actually she was 8 days old at the time the picture was taken. The photo was from here . So brilliant. The photographer manage to capture the baby almost smiling and menongkat dagu sama. Wah.

Oh love it. love it a lot.

My dear husband took alot of Irfan's pic when he was a baby but we didn't really put him to pose like the baby in the picture. Most of the time it was just the spontaneous pose he did while sleeping or playing. 

Anyone knows any photographer in Malaysia that can do wonders with baby and produce great picture like above? Do share. Who knows. For future considerations. :D

Monday, June 11, 2012

3 series

Happy Bithday dear Self. Thank You Allah.

The Birthday cake from dear husband last night

See! Irfan blowing the candles. 3 times ok. He kept asking daddy to re-light the candles.

Another cake later on the birthday from my Unit. Thanks guys.

Another cake during our Division annual makan-makan in conjunction with Birthdays, Transfers and Retirement of the members.

Monday, June 04, 2012


In conjunction with the His Majesty the King (– Seri Paduka Baginda Yang Dipertuan Agong) Birthday, My husband and I had the opportunity to attend the Royal Hi-Tea at the Istana Negara (national palace)- the new one! Huhu
The feast was from Istana Hotel and Hilton ( I think). There were tents with different coloured scallops (blue,pink, purple and yellow) . Met a few friends whom we hadn’t seen quite some time. We also had fun watching people dressed to their best despite the heat that afternoon. Even more interesting waching the foreign ambassadors with their traditional attires. Very colourful event, I must say.  Enjoy the pic.

daulat tuanku

The entrance

The Magnificent National Palace

Behind is the tents for the party. Each guests were recognised from the colour at the tip of the invitation card which distinguish which tent u belong. We were at the tent with the blue scallops, meant for MP and government officers, I guess.

The King. ( Didn't manage to snap the Queen pics.)

It's scorching hot but it didn't hinder us from taking pictures on the palace ground. :)