1000 %.. ??

Ya Tuhan kami, janganlah Engkau jadikan hati kami condong kepada kesesatan
sesudah Engkau beri petunjuk kepada kami
dan kurniakanlah kepada kami rahmat dari sisi-Mu,
kerana sesungguhnya Engkau Maha Pemberi(kurnia). (3:8)


when i wrote this..:

urs truly tak faham ..selalu dikatakan memilih..pilih kawan..pilih lawan..sedangkan rasanya hamba hanya ikhlas berkawan..selagi tidak melampau batasan..

iron butterfly response:

btw, NO Darling, we're not picky. We can compromise in A LOT of things, but when it comes to Prayers and Drinking... seboleh2nyer jangelaaa kompromi...

Like my Professor used to say to me "u igt senang ke nak ajar orang lelaki yg dah umur 25-30 tahun ni sembahyang kalau diorang tak reti nak sembahyang sendiri tanpa disuruh?". it hit me like a bucket of cold water coz i was about to make a compromise.

what i have to say:
arghh ..i'm 1000% agree with u n ur professor..
compromise.. but not without limit..
Life has its rules
so find ur path..

thanks dear..

berkejaran.. dan..kehujanan

Semalam aku berkejaran je parlimen with my colleague..
dah ler hujan mula lebat..deng..
tunggu punya tunggu pukul 7 jugak balik opis balik..

dah kene rempit lak balik umah..
memandangkan telah berjanji dgn penunjuk arah menemankan aku ke PJ..
menghantar adinda tercinta balik ke kampus..

hari ni jadi lagi..
berkejaran ke rumah big boss..
balik hujan lebat..lepak opis jer..
nak main pingpong..
bilik mesyuarat ada bosses bersidang..
terpaksa laa tangguh sesi pingpong ku..huh
so here I am writing nonsense..

teringat semalam ..bercerita ..
diskusi panjang dgn sahabatku sampai ke tengah malam..
sambil makan fererro rocher(betul ke aku eja nih??)
membicarakan hal-hal manusia..

kita selalu fikir..
selalu mencari..selalu mengkehendaki..
apa yang pada kita terbaik ..tercantik.. dan segala ter..

tapi .. aku selalu fikir..
layakkah kita..mampukah kita..
utk menjadi..untuk memiliki..untuk mencari
terbaik.. tercantik.. dan segala ter..

tidak bisa kita ubah..
tidak mampu kita mengubah..
manusia selain kita..diri sendiri..

mengapa tidak kita bertolak dan ansur..
mengapa tidak kita memaafkan..
mengapa tidak kita menerima seadanya..

urs truly tak faham ..selalu dikatakan memilih..
pilih kawan..pilih lawan..
sedangkan rasanya hamba hanya ikhlas berkawan..
selagi tidak melampau batasan..

My name is Chevy..

sabtu aritu..
ke kenduri si Merah n Gaban..
cerita penuh sila rujuk blog echah..haha ..

" kita naik chevy bleh?"
that was lebih kurang the msg I received from Midi..

Chevy..hmm.. nice..
thanks Midi for the name..
now my tayar-tayar have a new name..

Blood+Sweat= Victory?

"Bukan ketakutan yang ada pada mereka
cuma kegelisahan kerana berwaspada pada segala kemungkinan."

Watched "300" with the gang last night..

Thick red blood splashing..
a wall of bodies piled up..
head cut off from the body..
killing .. mercilessly..

The spartan..
they were all ready to die..
they were born to fight..
They were destined to be a warior..
and they long for dying in war.. the beautiful death..

but what i admired the most is..
the calmness and wisdom of the King Leonidas..
the loyalty, determination and the courage that the "300" warrior had..
the cool war strategies they used..

They were tough..and smart..
despite the small numbers of warriors..
they were winning..
but traitors made them fall..
with pride and honour of course..
till the last breath..
fighting for their country and freedom..

and now I am having my second caffeine-fix to fight the drowsiness of my sleepy head..hehehe

u r not alone

"Cukuplah Allah bagiku, tidak ada Tuhan selain drNya.
Hanya kepadaNya aku bertawakkal. "
-Surah At-Taubah,ayat 129

ever had a feeling like being left alone??
no one to turn to??
heh..

deng..trying to get rid those feeling ..
i still had many friends around what??..
my pama just a phone call away what??

and the staff in the office kept asking me over n over..
twice yesterday.. once the day before..and another just now..
"Cik nolee..awat muka sedihh..je..?"
huhh.. yea..I was quite happy go lucky..
I like to go around in the office chit chatting with everyone..
I didn't realise that they can actually 'detect' the slight change in my mood..
even I ..didn't realise it..
I thought I was my usual self..

what happen really?..
I dunno..
weng..bengong bengong..

never mind..tommorrow is saturday..
going to have a nice heavy breakfast..
and a good rest and some good reading!!

urs truly need some retail therapy..anyone wanna accompany me to a shopping spree??????

it's a wonderful world

Yesterday was such a wonderful day ..
with a lunch and a dinner date with several long-time-no-see friends.

lunch with these few "the most busiest people"..hehe..
suddenly you hv some work in bangi eh?..
anyway nice to see y'all bro..

and dinner with primary school friends ..
Updating each other with our lives and other friends lives..
who has been married..who already hv sons and daughters..
who is getting married soon..engaged..bla bla bla..
and the cepumas Q again.."so when is urs??" ..
"what ?" i asked..wanna avoid it actually.. "you know".. "insyaAllah"
jeng..

then a friend suddenly blurted ..
" my friend ask me to introduce someone to him..and i only hv you in mind.."
uhuk uhuk uhuk...terseedak sedak akak..sib baik tak ramai org kat kedai tu semlm.
nasib baik masih di bawah kawalan..sempat lagi telan roti canai tu..jeng btul..
dunno what i should said to my dear friend ..so i just smile...
watever dear..I know you meant well..
haha..we'll see..


this was last week..in Langkawi.. FUN in da SUN!!

Where the path of life leads..I just stride along..
where the river flows..I just row my boat..
for everything have been written..by Allah the alMighty.

:D as usual it's monday blues..

i've been tagged

alaa sufi tagged aku ..
6 weirdos...byk tuh...
let's see if i can come up with 6 things i did or experience
which is weird..

1. hmm.. aku tidak pernah berambut panjang..ala-ala puntianak tu..the longest.. perhaps just a slight pass the shoulder..considering that i am a girl..i think that's weird enough..my hairstyle during schooldays were always short..like a boy..Once upon a time ( i think I was 9 yrs old) I had beenmistaken as the other son my father never have..eheh

2. Kalu sufi terus ngantuk lepas mandi..sebaliknya aku akan gatal-gatal selepas mandi..most of the time..lagi bersabun sakan..lagi aku gatal..It may because of the clorine content ..or it was just my sensitive skin.. hmm..

3. It was hard for me to marah-marah people.. although first impression people always tought that i was garang...but please ..don't even try to make me angry.. only god knows what I would do..

4. I always love to watch music n singing shows..on tv or live..but I've never been to a real concert..and i don't intend to.. i hate crowded places..

5. I have an elder bro, an elder sis, a younger bro, and a youngest sis.complete. Is that weird enough..? or rather blessed?..

6. As most people know that I like singing.. I even sang for competition during younger days.. and of course once during DPA.. but guess what..I've NEVER sang or actually performing solo in front of my parents..segan akak..nak nyanyi depan parents..ntah taktau nape..depan org ntah sape-sape boleh pulak ek..hehe

dah..cukup kot 6....

nk tagged saper yer..takde sape2 bleh?


thinking far away..(me at the TRADERS hotel KLCC.)

I discovered something while thinking what makes me weird..
I found several weaknesses.. some are big weaknesses..
I would rather keep it to myself..
I need to come up with a grand make over to overcome them
for I'll try to change my self..for the better of course..

tayar bergolek

isnin aritu aku pi amik tayar-tayarku di rumah makcik..
lega bila akhirnya mendapat tayar-tayar..
tidak lagi aku menyusahkan sahabat-sahabatku..
terutama bab-bab nak ke tempat kerja..
thanks a bunch guys.... especially my housemates and ofismates
owe u girls a lot..

also thanks to my pama for finally trusting me..
remember onetime my mama used to say that i drive the car like samseng jalan raya..
rasa bersalah pulak..
bukan niat meminta-minta..tapi memang keperluan mendesak..
sampaikan siap hantar sms "s.o.s" to papa..hihi
and how quick the rescue response is..
terus utusan di hantar ke rumah makcik..
sepantas kilat..ngesh ngesh..
thanks bro..
:D

ps to pama:
..belum begitu mahir adik menggelek tayar-tayar itu..
lagi pulak belum kenal baik dengan lorong-lorong di sini..
dun worry though..adik bertatih dulu...

urs truly merenung hujan mengalir di cermin tingkap.. ingat..tuhan beri apa yang kita perlukan..di waktu kita memerlukan..

Rancangan Tuhan

Allah menghapuskan apa jua yang dikehendaki-Nya dan ia juga menetapkan apa jua yang dikehendaki-Nya. Dan (ingatlah) pada sisi-Nya ada ibu segala suratan
-surah Ar Ra'd ayat 13

kita hanya merancang..tapi tuhan yang menentukan..
kita perlu usaha ..pasti tuhan membantu
kita hanya berdoa.. kerna tuhan Maha Mengasihani
kita perlu redha.. kerna tuhan Maha mengetahui

kadang-kadang keliru dengan perjalanan hidup..
kadang-kadang tersungkur di tengah jalan..
kadang-kadang merangkak tidak berdaya..
kadang-kadang bertatih.. setapak-setapak..

namun tiada gusar..
bumi tuhan terbentang luas..
awan tinggi di dada langit..
pasti ada bunga kembang mengharum..
akan ada pelangi berseri..
selagi ada harapan..
itu makna kehidupan..

urs truly sentiasa berharap hidup hati tenang dan senang..

UTPian

aku browse2 emel..spring cleaning..wanna get rid those old mails..
suddenly jupe this forwarded mail from alumniyahoogroup..tetiba rasa nak share..dejavu..hahaha

Anda memang UTPian kalau... <-edited from acan's message: 1) Anda faham apa itu MAS, mIrc, ym, CS danDOTA...hehe yang lain aku tau ..but DOTA??

2)Anda selalu terlupa nak switch off comp selama2-3 hari..
bukan lupa..memang sengaja..kalau tak kerana power box blow time blackout..mmg tak penah tutup..hehe

3) Anda asyik terserempak dengan orang yangsama tapi tidak dikenali hampir tiap-tiap hari...
memang..kalu dah pusing2..baper kerat sgt nyer dak utp tuh..muka mmg kenal..tapi nama maap tak tau..esp junior..

4) Anda pernah makan kat cafe USM...
hehe..yes! kalu makan western definitely kat USM..mesti orang pelik pehal cafe USM wat kat dalam UTP..

5) Anda tahu betapa hampehnya server di seluruhUTP...
ermm..kire oraitelaa..

6) Anda kenal Ustaz Dawi
haah

7) Jaya Jusco (JJ) menjadi tempat paling pentingdalam hidup anda...
haha..cam kedai runcit jer..tetiap minggu pun nk pi situ..

8) IP dan JJ sudah menjadi satu kebiasaan ataukemestian bagi anda..
JJ yes..tapi IP..kalau nak cr kuih dorayaki..doraemon..ape mende dah nama kuih tuh?

9) Anda sudah rasa bosan dgn IP dan JJ.
well..

10) Anda sudah biasa tido pukul 5 pagi atau lepas subuh sebab chatting, main games, wat report etc.(atau tak tido langsung selama 2 hari)
bulan puasa definitely tido lepas subuh..time final year..penah wat tak tido 2-3 hari ..

11) Anda tidak boleh hidup tanpa pc/laptop &internet.
ooo yes...mati kutu takde pc..

12) Anda akan tertanya-tanya.."bla la dorang naktaruh anime/muvi baru kat mirc?..." hmm...
yerp..

13) Anda boleh mengalami depression kalausehari tak bukak pc/laptop especially time takdeelektrik.
takde laa sampai depress..tp... agak down jugelaa..hahaha

14) Anda pernah rasa nak bom ITMS unit...
takde sampai nak bom..tapi bengang gak aaa....

15) Anda selalu stadi last minute... (ish3)
ermm...hihihi

16) Anda rasa sukar utk decide utk makan katmana mlm ni...
yerp..rimba ada ...gelas besar ada..v4 ada ..v3 ada..tak pun pi jer makan seafood kt lumut..nyummm

17) Anda selalu teruja dengan gadis² uitm
<- yeke? u guys teruja ke?...

18) Anda pernah guna komputer kat IRC
penah laa..

19) Anda pernah beli barang kat KOPETro v4..
of course......seme pun beli kat kopetro..

20) Playlist MP3 anda lebih dari 300 lagu.. tu taktermasuk yg takde dlm playlist lg tu..
yesss..huhu..tapi seme tu ilang ..bile komputer ku jahanam.. the first month wat balik umah..haha

21) Anda rasa MIRC sudah menjadi medium komunikasi yang utama.. kadang2, meeting group projek pun kat MIRC jek..
haah..meeting assignment..meeting kelab..dating..bergaduh..balas pantun..main kuiz.. seme pun kat IRC..

22) Anda sudah biasa balik rumah lewat malam atau awal pagi..
balik rumah mana?..rumah dalam utp?..kalau dah keluar supper..memang laa..takpun kalu baru sampai dari kg ..memang sampai subuh..

23) Anda ada kawan-kawan di KTJ
<- KTJ ni apa ek?

24) Anda pernah pegi ke JE atau
JE?
25) Anda tidak pernah jejak langsung JE.. pelik..
ntah laa..

26) Anda selalu terserempak dengan budak2 UTPdalam cinema..especially hari rabu & weekend
memang dah..walaupun aku sebenarnya ..boleh kira berapa kali jer aku pi cinema time duk utp..malass

27) Anda rase UTP terletak di pesisir gurunsahara
hahahaha...esp kalu jalan kaki merentasi tanah gersang dari pintu pagar besar wat theorem pithagoras nak ke etana metana..

28) Anda masih boleh online sehingga pukul 10.05 walaupun kelas start pukul 10.
haha ..damn true..tak pun sambil2 lab..

29) Anda boleh jer tido masa gap antara kelas
ooo...sangat laa boleh..tak kire..

30) Anda tahu IRC selalu penuh time stadiweek, tp anda tetap akan ke situ.. (aku tak!)
memang penuh..tapi kan..aku jrg~~~~~ pi IRC..bole kira time pi library tuh..

31) Anda tertanya-tanya artis mana lak akandijemput time konvo nanti
takdelaa tertanyer2 ..tapi frust gak time konvo aku..ade KRU tapi aku kene rush balik..takle join konsert tuh..

32) Ada antara x-senior UTP anda bekerja diUTP..
huhu no komen..rezeki masing2..

33) Anda selalu skip kelas awal pagi atau lewatpetang =D
hahaha...btul

34) Anda sehabis boleh tak nak ada kelas hariJumaat ngan Isnin
yer aaa...kurang2 dapat extra satu hari cuti..biar laa ari lain tuh pack macam ape pun..

35) Anda nervous masa last week semesterbreak..
(result xm kuar)

36) Anda pernah fikir untuk quit dari UTP..
penah gak..

37) Anda rasa rindu dgn mirc di UTP masa cuti..
mungkin dah terbiasa hidup ngan mirc tuh..

38) Anda tertanya-tanya apa fungsi matrix card selain dari diguna kat library & time nak masuk
haha..yer...n

39) Anda rasa U lain tak perlu nyanyi lagu PETRONAS..
u lain ..bkn under petronas mmg laa..wahaha..PETRONAS maju jaya kebanggaan negara kita..lalalalala
hihi

40) Bila anda pergi ke KLCC, ramai sgt muka2 familiar yg dpt dilihat time lunch.
haha memang..tu kdg2 mcm malas pi klcc..kuang-kuang poyo.. cam laa derang kenal aku pun..hihi


urs truly..terkenang memori di tanah gersang...

fresh air??

arrghh..this newly installed air-freshener make me dizzy....wengg.
I was just relieved that finally my headache had gone yesterday..
and because of this so called air freshener the pain creeping up again..duhh..

sape rasa benda alah ni wangi..tulonn..
dahler bilik opis aku ni sempit..pi letak satu plak bende alah tuh..
kalu kat luar tu ok laa.. luas..ini setakat bilik aku duk sensorang..
jeng btul..mabuk sehhh...

letak tinggi2 lak tuh..saje takmau kasi aku cabut buang laa tuh..
huhhh..siap ko bile sume org balik nti..

lagi cerita makan..

Semalam aku buat rekod diri sendiri..
mengunjungi 3 kedai makan dalam masa 4 jam...

6.30 pm:
as usual balik dari ofis..aku n ain singgah makan di kedai mamak dekat rumah..
both of us had maggi goreng n drink..

around 9pm:
we went out again temankan syikin dinner..
this time dkt Restoran Balang..
i had keropok n roti pisang..plus drink..

around 10.30:
as we were on our way home..
abg zzz and his wife want to meet us at Restoren YUss..
so we went there.. i had teh tarik..
and a nice chit chat with the newly wed couple..
also receive a call from "the most busiest people" i've known so far..haha..
call dari ofis lak tuh.. :p

was back at home around midnight ..(cewah gaya cam weekend) ..
and ZZZZZZZZZZ

this morning ..i arrived in the office earlier than usual..
the staff was quite suprise..
they tought there were urgent files need to be settled today..hehe
nope dear..saje-saje jer..

need ActiveFast..

I hv three days to finish up my work..
the 'KLCC" in my office getting taller..
need to finish up all of it before going outstation this thursday..

and

I hv been having this constant headache for three days..
since saturday..even paracetamol can't kill the pain..
I've burned my weekend with neverending sleeping..
waking up just for eating n praying.,.
i guess it was due to my poor eyesight..it's getting worst..
need to change my lenses..

huhu

makan utk hidup atau hidup utk makan?

Semalam aku mimpi makan nasi kerabu..
hari ini ingatkan dapatlah sarapan nasi kerabu..
selalu ari jumaat my mum masak nasi kerabu..tak pun beli kat pasar..
nyumm
(home sick ke aku nih..isk..)

so this morning
sahabatku bawak aku ke satu kedai ini..
kawasan sekitar kampung mahmud baginda(tak silap aku laa)..
kat situ ada kedai nasi kerabu..sedap..
tapi masa kitorang pegi..takde..
rupanya makcik tu dah pindah kedai depan sikit..
takpe lah ..takde rezeki..
so aku makan roti canai telur..pelik jugak..sbb ada bawang n cili..
selalu telur jer..hihi ..argghh belasah..sedap pe..
aku makan laju jer..

anyway thanks to sahabat-sahabatku yang bawak aku kat situ..
janji makan..
aku tak kisah jer.. not fussy bout food..
but very upset kalu takbleh makan..haha

mira n ain tau sgt perangai aku yang satu ini..hihi
tak gitu mira (* wink..)

urs truly definitely makan utk hidup.. nanti gastrik sape yang susah??..hihi

way back into love

watched Music n Lyrics last night..
i love this song more than the movie..
hehe

a friend said i was "jiwang"..
tau takpe..
:P

here goes the lyrics..

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere (*wink)

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not just somebody just to get me throught the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love

And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love

And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end

oldpren

It was such a feeling..when you stumbled upon an old friend..
classmate in school..haven't seen her for ..like 10 years..
and she didn't look any different ..just the same her..
prettier perhaps..

arghh..and i got the same comment..
over and over again..

"apsal makin kurus??"

the question that i will never answer anymore..
tired of it.. coz actually i don't know why..

i thought i was thinner those days..when i was in school..
so into this kawad kaki thingy..everyday marching here and there..
marching competition every other month..
also the ping pong training..almost everyday
plus the extra classes..for the dreaded SPM was coming..
huh it was challengging..mental n physical..but ..

she said aku lg kurus sekarang??..huhu

maybe because those day was much more fun..
much more of doing what i enjoy and without obligation..
maybe because those day my mum used to force me to take all kinds of supplements..
(do you know vitamin B can improve ur appetite..so i ate more..hehe)

and maybe that is why those day
i was not as thinner as i am today..

no.. I don't want to answer the question anymore....
but it was nice seeing you again..
keep in touch yaaa..

:D

Bila kaki di gigi air

sejuk-sejuk air di kaki..
legakan lenguh usailah letih..
pujuk-pujuk alahai hati..
hilangkan keluh usahlah sedih..

mengalir jernih air di kaki
bagaikan cermin membias wajah..
biarlah bersih alahai di hati..
moga terjamin hidup yang indah..

terpercik sana air di kaki
bila dihayun kaki ..ayun..
terbit ceria alahai hati..
bila tersenyum hati..tersenyum..

-nlene

urs truly not in the mood today..perhaps because it's monday..

MINAH FEELs STUPID..

"Allah tidak membebani seseorang itu melainkan sesuai dengan kesanggupannya. "
-Surah Al-Baqarah ayat 286

Di sini ada cerita..
Pada suatu hari minah telah pergi berjumpa dukun yang hampir setahun tidak ditemui.Walaupun sebenarnya minah patut berjumpa dengan dukun tersebut awal tahun lepas untuk rawatannya namun atas sebab2 yang tidak dapat dielakkan minah tidak dapat berjumpa dengan dukun.

jadi apabila dukun nampak minah kali ini dia amat terkejut..kecewa mungkin..dan marah.. dukun bercakap dalam bahasa inggeris..dan minah tahu..kalau dukun sudah bercakap dalam bahasa itu maka ternyata dukun amat marah..apa boleh dibuat..minah senyum aja..

dukun cakap kalau ikutkan..rawatan minah sudah boleh ditamatkan tahun lepas tapi sebab minah engkar perintah..tidak berjumpa dukun..maka rawatan telah tergendala..

minah tidak tahu rawatannya sudah peringkat akhir ..kalau tidak..walau lautan api sekali pun perlu diredah..mesti dia pulang bertemu dukun..semata-mata untuk sembuh dan menamatkan rawatannya..teruk minah dimarahi dukun..

tapi bukan kena marah yang buat minah kecewa..
bukan leter dukun yang buat minah sedih..
tapi minah..kesilapan minah..ketidakprihatinan minah..

silapnya percaturan yang membuatkan minah telah membazir setahun dalam usianya..sekarang rawatan terpaksa dibuat semula..harapnya tidak lama..kerana beban tanggungjawab membuatkan minah tidak dapat bertemu dukun selalu..

maka minah harap rawatannya dapat ditamatkan secepat mungkin..
minah minta tuhan sembuhkannya secepat mungkin..
buat pertama kalinya minah terasa amat kecewa dengan diri sendiri..

urs truly merasakan kecewa dengan diri sendiri lebih memedihkan daripada kecewa dengan orang lain.

ada seseorang berpesan:
" Tunjangkan resah mu di dada solat,
Himpunkan peritmu digenggaman doa,
Tutupi kekecewaan dgn taqwa,
Dan nilailah kesucian dirimu melalui keikhlasan hati".

wedding bells all around...

This year i have a longggggg list of weddings to attend too..
hmm

almost every weekends
every months..
every school holidays..

all over Malaysia..

sambil memenuhi jemputan..
kita jalan-jalan cari makan..
cuti-cuti Malaysia..


my siblings n I + my cousins at another cousin's wedding at Dewan FELDA in January

urs truly dah bosan rotate baju kurung..hmm
nak kena tambah stok nih..

The comfort of home..

merantau..
membuat aku lebih menghargai..
'the comfort of home.'..

mengapa berkelana...
hati sentiasa resah gelisah..
tapi bila pulang..
semua itu hilang..

walaupun sementara..
kerna esok lusa..
mengembara lagi..
kerna di situ rezekiku..

Le tour de Langkawi III

Mas sabe el diablo por viejo que por diablo
(There's no substitute for experience)

The activities planned for us by the organisers was such an experience..besides gaining a bunch of new friends we also had a fun experience..After breakfast on Saturday we were ushered to the Fun and Adventure section of the hotel..We were going islands hopping..There were 3 boats for 26 of us..around 9.00 the engines started roaring and off we go to our first destination -Pulau Dayang Bunting..

From far the hill on the island really look like a pregnant maiden lying on her back.We spent about an hour at the lake. Some were having fun swimming..riding the banana boat.. or just simply sitting on the deck..and feeling the cold water running through our feet.It was quite frusfrating to know that all the ikan kelis has gone probably disturbed by the memerang earlier in the morning..if not they would happily gliding against your feet..don't put your hand though coz it will sting..

next stop was the Singa besar island for eagle feeding. There were so many eagles flying around when we arrived.The boatman threw some chicken skin into the water and the eagle flew fast and quickly snap the skin.My friend found a hard time trying to take their picture since they were very quick and flew away swiftly..There are 2 types of eagles there ..the plain white one and the brown colored one as you can see at the Dataran lang..

after a few near-missed pictures then we moved on to the Beras Basah island where the sand was white and smooth..the sand was so fine.. and we had a splendid splashing ..ignoring the hot sun..floating and swimming ..simply enjoying the sea..lantaklah sunburn punnn..



we were back at the hotel around 1pm.. after a refreshing bath..and a heartiest lunch.. we were shown around the hotels..all types of rooms they have..the conference room and also banquet hall..at around 3.30 pm we all brought by bus to the oriental village at the foot of Gunung Mat Raya where the cable car station was.

this is my first time riding on a cable car..so it was quite cool..we could see the telaga tujuh from the air but there was not much water since the dry season was on its way..the second station was on renovaton so we were not allowed to embark there but at the peak station. From there we went down 47 steps .. to cross the mountain bridge..barely sea the island(forgot the name) which actually was on Thailand side..can't even distiguish which was the Selat Melaka and which was laut andaman..huh my geog knowledge very bad huh..



my feet hurt through the night..but I enjoy the BBq so much..especially the prawns..had two plates..nyum nyum..

the next day was our travelling day back to KL..

Le tour de Langkawi II

These were what I scribbled on a note while retreating to bed last Friday..arghh..heaven.. love hotel's bed.. comfort..

6.00 am ++
via taxi from Restoran Yus , Bangi heading to KL

6.55 am
arrived at Wisma Genting just in time (the programme said we had to gather at 7am). Thanks to En Wahab the taxi driver who's willing sent us there for a cheap fare.thanks also to En Suhaimi for helping us find a transport to KL so early in the morning.

7.00am
board the provided air-conditioned coach to Kuala Perlis.stopped at RnR Rawang for breakfast and RnR Gurun for lunch.26 persons including both of us and the organisers.

3.00pm
ferry jetty in Kuala Perlis.board the 3.30 ferry.45 minutes and walla!! jetty Kuah Langkawi...

5.00pm
arrive at Awana Porto Malai ..had a welcoming drink..and cool towel..met pakcik Hassan who seems to know our bosses.

actually from the trip I came to realise it was actually quite easy to make friends..My friend and I was admiring the Kedah's Menteri Besar which look just like our Dato Jo..and suddenly a pakcik came and said " kenal ke?"that was exactly how we met pakcik hassan ..actually he was in the same group as us.while waiting to check-in we chat and it got more fun since he was once upon a time before..a staff at our place.hmm what a small world it is.

after dinner ..I was hoping to relax at the lobby lounge where they had a two-piece band.. serenade by the great vocals and love songs..well not quite what I imagine..a group of tourists..join us and they start dancing and singing..my friend said "exotic moves" ..hmm well..sort of.. even this one guy start taking off his clothes..gee..my friend and I just smile and laugh..watever..we were at the lobby lounge but I felt like I watch a disco scene in a Hong Kong movie..hehe.. by 10 ..I couldn't take it anymore so we left..tido lg bagus..

le tour de Langkawi

NO.. aku bukan nak cerita pasal lumba basikal keliling Malaysia yang berakhir di Dataran Merdeka semalam ..tapi cerita aku jalan-jalan ke Langkawi hujung minggu baru-baru ini..seronok sangat walaupun kalau hendak dikira lebih sikit 48 jam sahaja aku di Pulau itu..

Pulau yang penuh lagenda..cerita dongeng..mitos.. tersendiri..
kadang-kadang terbuai juga mendengar cerita-cerita yang mungkin separuh benar .. dan separuh penambah perisa itu..

cerita lagenda Mahsuri yang menurut kerajaan negeri Kedah benar-benar wujud
cuma peristiwa darah berwarna putih itu hanya Tuhan yang tahu..
cerita puteri kayangan atau puteri Siam kematian anak di Tasik Dayang Bunting..
cerita Mat Jinjang dan Mat Raya yang bergaduh ketika kenduri..
dan kemudian disumpah menjadi 2 gunung yang tinggi di Langkawi
macam-macam cerita..
sometimes it was too good to be true tapi itu jugalah yang menarik di Langkawi selain dari status bebas cukai..

mungkinkah sumpahan Mahsuri benar berlaku dan berakhir..?
seperti mana sumpahan Sultan Mahmud kepada keturunan Bentan di Johor..
atau sumpahan janji Pak Kadok pada ikan tapah..?apa ini semua benar?
namun yang pasti itulah cerita-cerita melayu warisan.. sejarah.. tinggalan.. Melayu
aiseh..patriotik terasa....

"Harapan hamba sejarah akan dibaca.
Sejarah akan mengajar.Dan anak muda akan belajar."
Quote this from novel 1515 karya Feisal Tehrani

peluang mengikuti rombongan ini amat aku hargai..manakan tidak ..F.O.C..
thanks to a friend coz out of many friends she asked me..so thanks alot..
lain hari kita ajak kawan-kawan lain pulak.. dapat satu geng pi..pastu tour pulau dengan bot laju melompat-lompat macam kuda tuh..mesti seronok..
langsung tidak perlu memikirkan hal kerja..hehe
eh melalut lak..

ingat nak cerita detail..tapi cam malas pulak..so kita wat segment by segment ya.. le tour de langkawi II coming soon..

.

Le tour de Langkawi

NO.. aku bukan nak cerita pasal lumba basikal keliling Malaysia yang berakhir di Dataran Merdeka semalam ..tapi cerita aku jalan-jalan ke Langkawi hujung minggu baru-baru ini..
seronok sangat walaupun kalau hendak dikira lebih sikit 48 jam sahaja aku di Pulau itu..

Pulau yang penuh lagenda..cerita dongeng..mitos.. tersendiri..
kadang-kadang terbuai juga mendengar cerita-cerita yang mungkin separuh benar .. dan separuh penambah perisa itu..
cerita lagenda Mahsuri yang menurut kerajaan negeri Kedah benar-benar wujud cuma peristiwa darah berwarna putih itu hanya Tuhan yang tahu..
cerita puteri kayangan atau puteri Siam kematian anak di Tasik Dayang Bunting..
cerita Mat Jinjang dan Mat Raya yang bergaduh ketika kenduri..dan kemudian disumpah menjadi 2 gunung yang tinggi di Langkawimacam-macam cerita..
sometimes it was too good to be true tapi itu jugalah yang menarik di Langkawi selain dari status bebas cukai..

mungkinkah sumpahan Mahsuri benar berlaku dan berakhir..?
seperti mana sumpahan Sultan Mahmud kepada keturunan Bentan di Johor..
atau sumpahan janji Pak Kadok pada ikan tapah..?
apa ini semua benar?
namun yang pasti itulah cerita-cerita melayu warisan.. sejarah.. tinggalan.. Melayu
aiseh..patriotik terasa....

"Harapan hamba sejarah akan dibaca.
Sejarah akan mengajar.Dan anak muda akan belajar."
Quote this from novel 1515 karya Feisal Tehrani

peluang mengikuti rombongan ini amat aku hargai..manakan tidak ..F.O.C..
thanks to a friend coz out of many friends she asked me..so thanks alot..
lain hari kita ajak kawan-kawan lain pulak.. dapat satu geng pi..pastu tour pulau dengan bot laju melompat-lompat macam kuda tuh..mesti seronok..
langsung tidak perlu memikirkan hal kerja..hehe
eh melalut lak..

ingat nak cerita detail..tapi cam malas pulak..so kita wat segment by segment ya..

ping the pong..

It is 7.53 pm and i'm still in the office
yee ha..
had a very nice game of table tennis just now..
lama tak main..hehe

you know laa how kalu main sukan..
bising jer aku..
sib baik semua dah balik..

sometimes it's good to just simply release urself..
jumping around..
doesn't have to so jaga urself..
for the sake of the post you hv..
duhh..

suddenly missing my papa..who was the first person to introduce me to table tennis..
my brothers who always use the "screw" technique to trick me..
my teacher in primary school ..sir hasmaruddin n sir mahisham for exposing me to the game at the interschool level..
and also my teacher ..CNZ..in secondary school who brought us futher to the district level..

haven't played the game since uni days..takde gang kot..
except for occasionally when i'm back home suring semester break..

apa laa aku mengarut-ngarut ni
anyway ..maghrib dulu..

urs truly haven't totally lost the ping-pong skills yet..ermm..

Bara

Ya tuhan kami, tuangkanlah kesabaran atas diri kami
dan kukuhkanlah pendirian kami
dan tolonglah kamiterhadap orang-orang kafir. (2:250)


arghhh.. berasap hari ini..
panas..
bukan..bukan HOT FM
bukan jugak aircond pejabat tidak berfungsi
tapi aku..
tersirap ..
panas telinga sekejap..

lantaran ada manusia..
tek reti bahasa..
atau "simply ignorant"
atau pura-pura

tidak pandai lagi untuk aku bahasakannya..
geram...

tau..tau..
sabar itu separuh daripada iman..
tapi aku bukan nabi..
bukan juga manusia sufi..
sabar aku nyaris terlangkau sempadan..
nasib aku sempat berfikir..

bimbang bahasa terkesat..
suara meninggi..
amarah mengawal diri..

tidak..tidak sama sekali
aku tunduk
menunjukkan kebodohan diri..
menjatuhkan maruah sendiri
dengan marah..
dengan amarah..

tapi siapa tau..
kemudian hari..
kesabaran ini tiada lagi..
fikiran ini terkeliru..

mungkin..
mungkin..
lagi kan gunung berapi..
ada hari pasti meletup..
apatah lagi manusia ini..

di saat itu..
bukan mereka yang akan sedih..
bukan mereka yang akan kecewa..
tapi aku..
aku.. kerana kalah..
dengan amarahku sendiri..

sedangkan mereka
mungkin tetap jadi mereka
mungkin tetap begitu


urs truly terfikir sama ada tersalah menilai
atau ada orang yang sememangnya sengaja hendak menguji
grr.......sabar je laa

no idea II

You are a Career Girl!

You may not be a CEO yet, but you're well on your way to success.You take your career seriously, and you wouldn't stop working for any guy!An independent woman, you pay for your own car, clothes, and housing.And men appreciate that - at least, the ones as driven as you are.

sha-adi ..the wedding

Last saturday 27th Jan.. was kinda mini reunion of us..
thanks to shahila n adi for the invitation..
najua n her mum..penunjuk arah..alih-alih sesat jugak..haha
n fawa for sending me the pics..
here are a few pics of the day..


dr kiri: V4c-S1, adi,sha, V4c-S2



engine +IT ..? haha

sempat laa update gossip..
A few seniors were also there since adi was actually our senior ..
so it was quite fun..

Psst fawa.. " Jangan lagi berpaut pada dahan yang rapuh"
*wink

shattered glass..or..a rainbow after the rain

"... ..dan jgnlah kamu berputus asa drp rahmat Allah.
Sesungguhnya tiada berputus asa dari rahmat Allahmelainkan kaum yg kafir."
-Surah Yusuf ayat 12

akal berserabut..
jiwa bertarung ..
terperosok di penjuru..
merenung hari yang datang dan pergi..

di waktu dia amat memerlukan..
tiada tempat mengadu..
hanyalah tuhan..

bagaikan hujan
airmata hanya pelepas
mendung perasaan yg lelah
menjadikan dia insan

sebelum mampu mengumpul kekuatan
untuk bangkit dan bertahan
terus gagahberani
bagaikan seharum hijau rumput
selepas hujan

tiada kebal..
kerna dia manusia
punya rasa..
punya hati..
namun masih punya akal..

kerna masih memegang iman
dia percaya..
dalam keadaan yang terdesak..
bantuan tuhan itu datang..
pasti..dan mungkin..
dalam bentuk yang tidak disangka-sangka

urs truly at times can be so fragile and she herself didn't understand why..
makin tambah usia jd macam tu eh?..never mind..Tuhan itu Maha mendengar..

Bila aku memikirkan surat itu..

setahun berlalu..
aku semakin mengerti..
disebalik realiti perjuangan ini

siapa kata boleh balik sharp at 5?
siapa kata boleh lepak minum kopi goyang kaki?

anda nampak dia baca suratkhabar berjam-jam..
tapi anda tak nampak dahi yang berkerut-kerut memikirkan penyelesaian ..
aduan orang ramai..luahan orang ramai di dalam suratkhabar itu

anda nampak dia asyik minum kopi..
tapi ada anda tanya berapa jam sahaja dia tidur semalam..
menyiapkan kertas kerja ..
atau sememangnya tidak dapat tidur memikirkan pelbagai hal..

mampukah anda untuk tidur ..
apabila memikirkan haluan hidup seorang manusia di tangan anda?
mampukah anda untuk melelapkan mata..
apabila sedar impak keputusan anda terhadap masa depan seorang manusia?
masa depan bangsa? masa depan negara?
mampukah anda untuk merehatkan diri ..
apabila menggalas beban tanggungjawab yg berat..?

belum lagi memikirkan perjanjian anda dengan tuhan..
perjanjian anda atas nama tuhan..

lelah?..memang kekadang payah..

mungkin ada di sesetengah tempat ..di sesetengah jawatan..
anda boleh bersenang lenang..

namun ada yang bersusah payah..bertungkus lumus..
berjaga malam.. working long hours..
memastikan khidmat pelanggan terbaik..

ada yang dalam seminggu hanya sehari di rumah..
dalam sehari hanya beberapa jam sahaja dirumah..

ya..mungkin ada yang sambil lewa..
ada yang terlepas pandang..
ada yang tersilap langkah..

dalam berhati-hati..
kekadang ada batu di jalanan..

mereka manusia ..
anda manusia..
tiada manusia sempurna..
dan sememangnya manusia tidak pernah puas dengan apa yang ada..
sentiasa mengharapkan yang lebih baik..
maka kita sentiasa berusaha

tapi kita saling bergantung harap..
kita saling memerlukan..

jika anda sampan ..dia dayungnya..
jika anda lelayang..dia talinya..
jangan sampai hanyut..terbang ..

kenapa tidak kita saling menyokong..
supaya kita sama teguh..
supaya tiada angin yg mampu menggoncang..
akar kukuh kesatuan ini.


urs truly berterima kasih kepada semua yang telah berjasa kepadanya,
bangsa dan negara..
dulu, kini dan akan datang..
juga syukur pada tuhan atas nafas yg duhirup dan rezeki yang dilimpahkan..
:D

NO IDEA

Your Element Is Air

You dislike conflict, and you've been able to rise above the angst of the world.And when things don't go your way, you know they'll blow over quickly. Easygoing, you tend to find joy from the simple things in life.You roll with the punches, and as a result, your life is light and cheerful. You find it easy to adapt to most situations, and you're an open person.With you, what you see is what you get... and people love that!

What's" Your Element?

surat rahsia nanti

Dan sesungguhnya Tuhanmu sedia mengetahui

apa yang terpendam dalam hati mereka

dan apa yang mereka nyatakan (dengan tutur kata dan perbuatan)

-surah An-Naml, ayat 74-

kadang-kadang
ada perkara tidak perlu disuratkan..
ada perkara yang tidak perlu diketengahkan..
ada perkara hanya untuk dirahsiakan..

juga pasti
ada perkara tidak bisa digali..
ada perkara tidak perlu dicari..
ada perkara hanya mampu dinanti..

:D

urs truly menanti hari utk pulang..

lawyer perhaps??

Selama ini aku selalu dgr apa itu afidavit..
roughly i know what it is..
tapi hari ini baru aku tau makna sesebenarnya..
It is actually from a Latin word and it means "He has declared upon oath"
thanx to an article in UTUSAN today..
ish

well.. it is a law term..I blajaq IT dulu..
ginilaa jadinya bile blaja mende lain..keje wat mende lain..
anyway it is a challenge for me..
bermula 2007 aku dgn penuh semangatnya berazam utk master all this law terms..
at least those related to what i do..
duhh..

I need to work hardd..real hardd..
learn dear..learn..n learn FAST!!

sebenarnya dulu masa belajar business law (both utp n paac)
aku rasa cam best..because they play with words..

urs truly feel like being a lawyer..hrmm..

sandwich??

Last night
I was watching this cooking show (while waiting for dunia baru)
which the cook hv a van shaped like a toaster..
argghh..forgot the name of the show at the travel channel(channel 11 Astro)
anyway.. he made a sandwich with mushroom..honey..veggies..cheese and all..nice..
terasa lapar plak..
padahal i already ate asam laksa while lepaking with the gang kat taman warisan after office..
what to do? ..

so teringat yang bergedel( meat patties) lebihan soto weekend aritu ada banyak lagi..
i fried 5 pieces.. toast the bread..some ketchup and pepper..
wallaa..my own creation "bergedel sandwich"
sodapp jugak..

weekend arituh belajar buat soto dr ain..
especially the bergedel..takde laa susah sgt ek..hehe

p/s: urs truly budak-budak baru belajar..jangan marah..at least i want to learn what huhu

JUARA LAGU

Terlalu istimewa
sang by Adibah Noor won the juara Lagu last night..
as expected actually.. for the song was as special as the title
and ADibah have a greatTT voice.. smooth..and full of energy..

I had the opportunity to watch her singing live..
during one of the dinners held in conjunction of the Sultan's birthday
a few years back..
really breathtaking..she hit the high note without effort..
arghh i was so damn jealous..hehe

and on that particular night too..
for the first time in my life..
i heard my father.. on stage ..singing..
and all of us..
i mean ..me n my siblings was shocked..
hehe yeah we heard him singing before
but not on stage..hehehe

i thought i was the only one ..
who love singing..
who always did a "free concert" at home..
sometimes my younger sister will join in..
and she is good at doing the harmony..

and last raya..
I just knew that my cousins are good at playing guitar..
maybe we can have a mini concert among ourselves someday..hehe
only for self amusing ..i guess..

urs truly only sing for fun.. and releasing the tension n pressure..

Chance or choice??

Infatuation, crushes, attraction comes to us by chance.
But true love that lasts is truly a choice.
A choice that we make.

Regarding soul mates, there's a beautiful movie quote that I believe is so true about this:
"Fate brings you together, but it's still up to you to make it happen."

wow..i quote all that (in blue colour) from a UTP-mate's blog..
nice one!

the post was about choice and chance..

urs truly summarised:

Meeting someone is a chance..

BUT

to decide to be forever with someone no matter what is a choice..

prosperity

Semalam balik dari ofis aku n ain pegi makan prosperity burger..
ain laa mengidam..heheh..
alang-alang aku ajak norish sekali ..
kebetulan dia dah dapat posting kat ICU di JPM..
we met syikin n bro p*nd* there..

hah..my gloomy mood was getting better..
bercerita ngan si norish..
n having prosperity yg pedas tuh..
:p

ain 2 kali makan prosperity burger dalam satu hari tuh..
mengidam punya fasal..
norish commenting about me tak gemuk-gemuk..
I've already got used with that remarks long ago..dunno what to do ..
not that i didn't eat..in fact i hardly miss any meal in a day..
I love to eat what??...hehe

habib jewel ada promotion lagi kat alamanda..
norish usha2..cari cincin kawin katanya..
seriously ..there are so many gorgeous rings on sale.. hmm

she and ain chit chatting bout preparation for their wedding
which coincidently going to happen in the same month..
duhh now there are already three weddings in the list for that particular month..
hopefully not on the same weekend..

yours truly is happy for them..

embracing the rain..??

wah...
i was enjoying the gloomy day... the gloomy me..trying to get my job done..
so in between files..( you know..reading files..you need a break in between)
i read a few e-mails..There was this e mails sent by acik..with a lot of "jangan" in it
one of the 'jangan' hit me like a slap on the face..

Jangan terlalu susah hati dengan urusan dunia.
Akhirat itu lebih utama dan hidup di sana lebih lama dan kekal selamanya.

wo..
insaf duhhh...
aku terlalu fikir fasal aku..bla bla bla
aku terlalu fikir fasal kerja aku..nak baikkan kerja..nak baik dengan bos..make sure the results up to people's standard
aku terlalu fikirkan hal ehwal famili aku..nak balik bila jenguk famili..
aku terlalu fikirkan betapa aku ini selalu menyusahkan orang..
menyusahkan famili aku..menyusahkan kawan-kawan..gee..

harapnya tidaklah sampai aku terlupa akan tuhan..
terlupa tanggungjawabku sebagai hamba..
terlupa pasal akhirat..
terlupa dan terlupa ...
dipohon tuhan sentiasa memelihara dan mengingatkan..
semoga orang sekeliling sentiasa menjaga dan mengingatkan..
semoga alam sentiasa menyedarkan dan mengingatkan..

amin..

:p

mute..

these few days..
aku macam malas btul nak bercakap..kenapa ye..?
tapi aku bercakap jugak..nanti cam ada problem lak tetiba senyap..
tapi sebenarnya macam malas nak bercakap..
nak diam je..bleh tak?
nak senyum jer bleh tak?
tanak bagi respons bleh tak?
cam bengong lak..haha

emotionally unstable..
physical health also not in it tiptop condition..
It may because of the weather.. yo-yo..

:[

i've tried my best to smile..
engaged in conversations..
but no matter how hard i tried..
I still felt lost..
Like I was physically there but actually i was not..
I was talking..smiling..laughing..
but the truth is.. I was not..

feel drained..exhausted..

gee..day by day..
I felt like drowning..
deep and deeper..
into the sea of mess..

the mess of my life..

yours truly need a saviour~~ :p

I really wanna hate someone but i just can't..
don't have the heart to..
someone make me sad..
and it hurts..
I was suprised that i'm not over it yet..
gee..get over it dear~~

hehe..that is what i got from the sleepless nights this week..arghh..
hate it when i hv to 'mengadap' the big boss..
(not to say i hate the big boss..luv him..especially when he tak byk songeh..)
wwahahaha so kalut..n to plus the kalut..
out of the blue moon someone ' bertanya khabar' which i wish he hadn't..haha
menganggu ketenteraman awam..erk..me..

oopss mampus org tanak kawan ngan aku ..tanye khabar pun takble..kuang kuang..
no..big NO..saya suke..suke sangat bila ada org tanya khabar..showing their concern..
just under certain terms and conditions jer yang boleh diletakkan di bawah klausa mengganggu ketenteraman awam..eh ..me..
hehehe

alamak dah jadi ayat skema..
better get back to work..
tapi macam malas..
dan disebabkan kekacauan jiwa telah ditimbulkan..
maka langkah-langkah pencegahan perlu diambil..
dengan serta-merta..
sebelum boleh menimbulkan rusuhan perasaan
yang boleh menganggu gugat kesejahteraan negara..eh..aku dan kerja aku..

damn ..
terpaksa buat-buat bz ..
sekadar menutup kegelisahan
walaupun hanya menipu diri sendiri

warning: segala yang jiwang di sini adalah untuk pembacaan sahaja tidak berkaitan dangan mana-mana hati dan perasaan hehe..

2006: FULL OF LOVE, LIFE & ADVENTURE

In 2006 , I........

1.went to Sabah and Labuan
...and i finally had stood on the soil of each 14 states of Malaysia at least once in my lifetime.

2.hiking and trekking up a mountain- mount Panti
...and there are rumors about Big Foot 's sightings there..hmm luckily we have guides from the army with us.

3.wore the police uniform
...and I once told my teacher in std 3 that i wanna be a policewoman..plus i wrote it down in my friends' autograph book..and last year, during the reunion of the class, they reminded me about that..at least i got the chance to fulfill my dream..hehe

4.did abseiling TWICE
...and I thought i had develop acrophobia(afraid of heights) after the 'confidence fall' in UTP during orientation.

5.went kayaking around Pulau Pangkor
...and it means 8 hours of rowing and I thought I will never have the strengh to finish it..the arms felt numb though..

6.get a chance of shooting the M16 and vector
...and i never thought those firearms are heavy..It look easy in the movies..hehe

7.get a feel of scuba dive
...and I thought i will never get over the bittersweet experience of snorkelling in Pulau Perhentian

8.went discovering (walk..crawl..bla..bla..) a cave-Gua Itik somewhere in Pengkalan Hulu
...and you guess it right..i've been the generous blood donor to 'pacat's the bloodsucker".. the cave probably named after its condition which is full of water..if it is raining then it is advisable not to enter it...there is even a river flows through it.

9.won a singing competition
...and I was just recovering from a very bad flu that week..thanks to the duet partner and gutarist who patiently compromise with my not so well condition..and my voice ended up sound like 'ABOT ' ( if you can still remember her) ..4 tablet of strepsils really help but mind you 4 tablets within one hour is actually overdose..hehe

10.finally had my own little office..(not a cubicle) with a view!!
...and I yee haa..talking about having the peace of mind to get the work done..

11.got a few addition to the family and gain a bunch of friends..
...and I am totally blessed.. they may be far but they are always there for me..sometimes they broke my heart..and I broke theirs but I will always love you guys anyway..and forever..

there were more..and more things..happened in 2006..
some were worth telling..some were meant for me to treasure..
and reflect..
for 2007 is promising a new sunshine and rainbow over the cloudy sky..

WELCOME 2007!!

p/s:this post is suppose to be posted in the end of Dec but because the internet connection was so bad I postponed it.. pics will be dloaded soon

Missing Him

It was raining heavily this morning..
i woke up and was thinking of my dream last night..
I dunno why.. i kinda miss him..
i slept with teary eyes last night ..

Miss his grey eyes..
soft voice talking to me..
his warm smile ..
his hug when i was about to move here..
his last hug..

i still remember the day we all sat together having dinner with him..
as if we all know he's going to leave us..
i remember ,..his favourite hot Milo O must be ready for him after dinner..
chit chatting about world war II..
about the good old days..

missing my Tok Mat dearly..
maybe it was because of the coming wedding end of this week..
The time when the whole family are suppose to get together..

tidak sempat aku melihat wajahnya untuk kali terakhir..
membuatkan aku lambat menyesuaikan diri..
terasa seolah-olah dia masih di sini..
-nlene

duty

AKu bertugas untuk Dewan Negara..
Kebetulan kementerian aku kene menjawab soalan hari tu..
Tapi aku half heartedly there..sebab byk keje sebenarnya kat ofis..
hehe..tapi yang best jupa ramai member-member 1.0.5.ers kat situ..
kebetulan dua-dua dewan rakyat dan dewan negara bersidang serentak..
ramailaa..geng2 kiterang..ada yang bertugas..
ada yang datang stand by ..untuk soalan2 parlimen..
ada yang datang stand by untuk banyak perkara-perkara lain..
kind a busy parliament that day..

wait until the dewan negara session ended..at about 6.00pm..and it rained heavily outside..
so we all wait for the rain to 'reda' skit.. had tea tarik session at the cafe..
about 7pm baru berangkat pulang..tumpang my friend..dgn hujan renyai-renyai ..
dgr soundtrack 'cinta' that my friend had bought..
hehe..
around 9 baru sampai umah since we stopped at seksyen 15 bangi for dinner..

end the 'duty call' day..

nxt week i'm going to Melaka.. as usual business trip..
yee haa...

jalan..jalan..

Words to ponder..

" Hope is not a plan"

quote from Oprah show last night.

hope is just a hope..a wish ..who may or may not come true..
but plan is different..
plan is a guided to do list..
plan has goals..
plan is a well thought path or activities in order to achieve goals..

a hope without plan is like a dream without effort..
a plan without hope is like a rainbow without colours..

well at least that's what i think..what do you think?

p/s:

went to watch "CINTA" with the gang last thursday..nice..

"p/s:cinta ade banyak maksud tau.. so, jgn perasan sgt. Hahahahhaah.
Tp bak kata pelakon dalam CINTA, kalo kita nak, mesti ade cara kan.
Jgn pulak cepat give up nanti org ckp, awak ni negative la.
Tp kalo dah tak dpt org akan ckp, love is about letting go.
So, erm… ok. "

quote this from mid's blog..
just a smart way to summarise everything about the movie..
Cayalahh Mid!!

ada kawan lama tanya aku.."So have u found ur cinta?"
aku tanya balik "kena cari ke?bukan datang sendiri?"
tau apa jawapan kawan lama tu..
" mungkin tak payah cari..mungkin dah pernah datang tapi masa tak kena.."
aduss..
teringat cerita green green grass di blog mid..
thinking how many green grass we have miss when we walk across the field..

:D

Labuan Trip II

waiting for the bus to the airport..sayonara labuan

Labuan Trip

another beautiful view of the sea from the Anjung Ketam at Kg Tanjung Aru
on the other side of the island..15 minutes from the town
the crab there are freshly provided by the fisherman at the village..
the crabs was still very much alive so we can pick any crab that we want..
we took the minibus to get there..minibus no 5 from the bus station in town
doesn't really know where but simply took the risk..
thank god the driver knew bout the place..
although we didn't really know how to get back to our hotel when the bus dropped us there,
we still enjoyed the food very much..especially the crab..
they were big enough ..full of white juicy flesh..
and the masak pedas was so finger licking good.. even talking about it make me hungry..
and it was also cheap..for 2 kg of crab with rice..
and other side dishes plus the drinks for 6 person it only cost us Rm 60++

nyum..

the problem.. we didn't have the transport to go back to the hotel..
The place was far from the main road so obviously no bus..
and it was already dark..no way we will walk to the main road.
asking around..we found a pakcik living near by who has a school van..
so he ended up sending us to the hotel..haha
we paid him of course ..if not we might miss the night lecture.. :D

alone

I was left alone ..the only officer of the unit today..
the rest went outstation..arghh..it made me kelam kabut..I think i'm the only one felt kelam kabut although people didn't seems to see me kelam kabut. The staff seems to have the best time of their life..(yerlaa ..setakat aku nih.hhehe)

and know what..I need to bring up the paper for approval from the big boss.. ALONE...
gee... thank god that the bodyguard and PA gimme full cooperation bout the big boss whereabout..
make my job easier.....
don't really have the mood to "kejar-mengejar ..especially when you hv to do it ALONE
..and in the afternoon big boss start calling me.. suddenlly he call me azlina..haha anything boss.."azlina pun azlina lah..janji you are satisfied with paper and sign it." ...everything was done before 5.. sigh..

so now i'm just browsing around..trying to finish up the labuan story..but don't really have the mood..
so start bloghopping..and ..

I quote this from snubnosse's blog ..

"yakinkan aku tuhan, dia bukan milikku"

gee...

p/s: this snubby really have a stint in writing and story telling..

funny how time flies (when you are having fun) ...
janet jackson sang that song..which i do agree..
but i must add ..time also flies when you have so much things to do..
24 hrs seems so limited..haha..

anyway.. my time are fully occupied nowadays ..
full of activities.. including weekends..
which were full of attending open houses and kenduris
and my schedule till end of month seems well...hmm..
an open house after open house.. which i love.. especially the food..
a kenduri after kenduri.. which i enjoy as it always mean the reunion of the gang..


open house at aimi's place

thank you for those who has invited me..or my friends ( it means i can tag along..kate open house kan..)
thank you for those who 'sudi menumpangkan aku' n drive me there..
tumpangkan laa lagi..

ok enough ..

i know ..i know..
i promise the story about the labuan trip.. wait aa..
on the way..~~

hehehe

after 20 OCT

having heard the "sesuatu" ..I still had the best raya ever..
but i neglected my hphone..what i always tend do whenever i was in KB ..

back here after raya..the reality hit me..
the phone SMS alert rang..
managed to stay silent only for a day (hish..aku ni baik sgt ke apa??)
n after a few SMSes.. case closed




di luar kudrat dan daya
bukan salah sesiapa
bukan salah aku dan dia
hanya tuhan yang maha kuasa..
untuk hamba yang diduga supaya sedar dan insaf..
kita hanya mampu berusaha..
dan redha
-nlene

pic: sunrise from rennaisance hotel in KB on the last day of penempatan kampung modul DPA

p/s: this post hv been posted on the 6th.. but something went wrong ..after i republish it the date change to 17th as if i post it today.. I am suppose to update everyone bout my Labuan trip but hey..i've only arrived here last night..n most of the pics in mid's cam ( n she flew to kuching today) so i'll "story " you all bout the trip which is FUN ... lotsa FUN.. nxt week.. I need to catch up with the work today..so chiows..!!

a journey from alamanda last night

semalam ada kawan beritahu aku 'sesuatu'
i was kinda expecting it ..
since we hv talk about something related before that
which lead to her telling me that news..
she heard bout it for days but didn't have the guts to tell me..
she said she was sad and 'kesian'kan aku..
but when she told me..i just smile and laugh ..
although i feel like i was faking it.
The truth is i don't know what i should feel..
haha..
I'm not sad..duhh..
mungkin sedikit terkilan..sigh

ahaha..to my kawan..
thanks for finally breaking the news to me..
but please don't hesitate to tell me anything in the future..
especially if it is something regarding this..
whatever it is.. however you may think i will handle it..
good or bad..please..

to my kawan's kawan who told her the news ..
thanks ..heard you also 'tak sampai hati nak cakap'
you even adviced my kawan to wait for the right moment to tell me..haha
watever..

but i really wanna say thank you for your concern..

I think my grammar went terribly wrong in this post..
haha..

weng weng..

by the way ptg ni ..buka puasa besar-besaran with the gang..
since this is our last buka puasa together..
at bukit bintang..yee haa..
lobster...arghh...nyum nyum..
eating is just a yummy way to mend a broken heart hahaha...
*wink

konvo pics

all the sweat..all the tears..all the laughters..and all the fun..
not a single thing will not be remembered..
for it makes each of us what we are today..

Simple life

hah.. tak abih lagi terkejut mendengar aku yang high maintenance..hihi

anyway..i guess many were wondering why i ended up with the simplest layout ..
no link on the sidebar..no pics..

well to tell the truth..
I have no time..
Have loads of pics but can't upload them..
Tired enough with my tasks to work on the blogs layout..

exhausted..
I'm tired.. that is it..
enough said.pull stop.

p/s : did you see the moon last night??

HIGH MAINTENANCE??

hahahaha..i just laugh and laugh..
my friend overheard somebody said "dia ni high manteinance nih" when my name was called during our last convocation..
woww hehehehe... gelihati rasa..
kalau betullah orang yang dia maksudkan itu adalah aku..
amatlah nyata dia itu tidak mengenali aku..
ntah-ntah dia hanya kenal aku pada nama..
borak ngan aku pun mungkin jarang sekali..

well..
setiap orang berhak mempunyai pandangan masing-masing
setiap orang mempunyai definisi berbeza terhadap sesuatu..
terpulanglah..

* the haze getting worse..

cuti tambahan

hari ini jerebu makin teruk..pagi-pagi pandangan masih lagi terang ..tapi menganjak ke pukul 11..asap atau kabus atau jerebu itu telah mula mengaburi mata..dan dah lepas tengah hari ini ia makin mengasak-asak nampaknya...

selalunya dari tingkap 11 pejabat atas kayangan ku ini..aku masih dapat melihat istana melawati dengan jelas dari jauh..
tapi hari ini..langsung tak nampak bayangnya..malah kompleks 'bungkusan'(parcel) sebelah pun kabur sahaja ..jelas jerebu semakin menggila

okeh..berita gembira hari ini... semalam sebenarnya..semua kakitangan awam mendapat cuti pada 23 hb ini..waaa weee seronok gue.. jimat cuti satu hari.. walaupun aku tidaklah cuti lama sangat pun hari raya nanti.. yang penting cuti tu boleh aku guna untuk cuti lagi akhir tahun nanti.. hmmm

yang pasti syikin yang seronok sebab sebenarnya dia terpaksa kerja hari isnin tu..apabila diisytihar cuti..dapatlaa dia berbuka di rumah..hehe

hazy

semalam syok..ralit aku duk perhati awan2 bergerak dari bilik opis ku..
almaklum ofis di puncak kayangan.. :D
cantik...
tapi itu semalam hari ni tiada lagi..

hari ni kat luar jerebu teruk..
pukul 3 petang cam dah pukul 6.
nampak berdebu tingkap bilik ..
tak tau laa keadaan kat luar macam mana..
aku tak keluar dr opis dari pagi td ni..

hmmm..nak berbuka ngan apa yer ari ni?