from my old journal

aku tengah 'cuci' komputer aku..yer laa sejak2 bawak balik dari utp..tak pernah spring cleaning lagi..hehe...banyak btul sampah sarap nya..

teiba jumpa file nih..hehe..journal lama rupanya..

saja nak kongsi ngan korang.. kebetulan ader poem.enjoyy

 

18 March 2004

 

lama betul aku tak tulis personal journal aku..
yer laaa busy...pastu cuti mid sem ( cuti ke ape...tak rasa macam cuti pun..balik sekejap je)
lepas tu pulak...aku reformat komputer..rupa-rupanya network kad aku rosak.
Patutlah asyik tak boleh ajer internet.
Puas aku check setting .Siap dah report kpd IT department.
Nasib baik dierang tak sempat datang check lagi.
Thanks to Azart kerana dgn baik hatinya sudi tolong pomenkan comp kesayangan aku nih
(dah 4 tahun dia bersama2 aku...kalau boleh bercakap ..
mesti banyak rahsia aku yang boleh dikorek dari komputer nih.)

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18 MARch 2004

4.20 a.m...hmmm...haaa? it's already 4?
arrrrgghhhhhh....is it me or what??

 

still had this feeling
it is hard to determine
it came without me knowing
not even a slightest warning

 

don't know how to describe it
even if i try
sometimes i'm happy
even made me smile
but a little sad maybe
that made me wanna cry

 

is it because of the life
the day i had to survive
the people i had to face
the path i had to take
for the choice that i have made

 

ps: life is about choices...so make the best choices for the sake of you ,
those around you and lil mardhatillah

dalam kesibukan aku...pasti aku ada masa menulis..semakin sibuk,
semakin banyak kerja yang harus disiapkan..
malah semakin 'urgent kerja-kerjaku..makin kreatif pulak otak ku yang satu ini...
mungkin sebab dah dipaksa bekerja keras aku berjaya meningkatkan kadar penggunaannya hahaha..

still writing a poem..an english poem..

tak berani lagi nak menulis puisi bahasa melayu.
bukan mengagungkan bahasa asing cuma tidak confident. dan bimbang tersalah pilih kata
tak sedap atau mungkin terlebih jiwang???
haha..nanti ada yang geli telinga mendengarnya..

 

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UTP 4th Convocation

yeay graduation day...22nd August will forever be a memorable day for me...hihihi

 

Seronok sangat rasa dapat kembali ke UTP ..although it was only for a few days..dan menyemakkan bilik-bilik ex-roomates.hehehe

To naja, aiza,eppy n nisha thank you very much for your hospitality and i'm very sorry if in that few days we were there, both your rooms are like 'tongkang pecah'..hehehehe

 

betullah org kata...when we lose something then we will realise how meaningful it is actually to us...masa kat depan mata..tak herann...*wink

 

thanks again to naj,aiza,eppy,nisha..and their housemates..also thanks to UTP for the memorable convocation day..!!

 

 

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allloooo......lamer nyer aku menghilang..tak tulih pepe kat blog..ish...ish..ingat nak sambung sarawak nye citer..tapi.....dh lamer..tak payah laaa....
August....full of eventss..ahahaha...it will be a busy month for me..

My sister in hospital....i'm gonna be 'aunty lene' soon...waa weee...

22 August convocation.....yaaaahoo...still i need to be at utp from 19 august.. argghhh...back to UTP..miss it very much..

23 August .. my brother's wedding and it's in KT..i need to rush from utp to KT..haha an 8 hours journey...rushinng thru the night.....although all the preparation have been made....still very kelam kabut.. takpe...skali seumur hidup...

26 Augus..majlis kesyukuran n menyambut menantu.....at my house...so guysss.....jemput lah yer......

adeh adeh...

Sarawak...bumi kenyalang...

Eheh..tengok tajuk pun mesti dah tau maner aku pi last week..ehehehe

yeay..my first ever trip to sarawak..dekat 2 jam jugak flight kl-kuching rupanya..
aku pegi sana jumaat lepas. flight pukul 6 pagi haa dari kb-kl..pastu terus naik flight kl-jb-kuching.Transit 30 minit dekat JB.(Ain~~ aku dh jejak jb..hahahah)Dari atas kapal terbang i could see the land of sarawak...the sea..and yg pasti hutan sarawak still banyak..hijau~~ ajerrrr....

Sampai sarawak ..kiterang pelancong dr semenanjung kene isi borang (lupe name die) for imigresen check.masuk dan kluar kene cop..lebih kurang pasport mini laa..
Kat kuching aku dok kat hotel crown plaza..dpt view sungai sarawak lagi...cantik~~
I arrived in kuching dlm jam 12 lebih tengahari..sempat laa jalan sekejap kt bandar utk lunch.

Kul 2.30 ptg kiterang seme di bawa oleh staff yayasan Sarawak ke tempat perusahaan madu lebah.Perusahaan ni dijayakan oleh jabatan pertanian Sarawak dengan kerjasama pekebun2 kecil di sekitar hutan simpan tu.Kawasan tu exactly 2 jam dari bandar Kuching.

Aku sebenarnya agak fobia dgn lebah tebuan nih..(pernah kene sengat tebuan mase darjah 3). Baru aku tau beza honey, royall jelly, and propolis gold. Korang tau ape beza die?

honey=madu biasa that is feed to baby bee
royal jelly = special honey that is feeded to baby until they 3 years old n then switch to regular honey. If the baby is still feeded with royal jelly then it will be queen( maner leh byk queen dlm satu koloni..)
propolis gold = glue that is put on sarang to cover the honey in it..hehe..paham ke keterangan aku tu..lebih kurang laa..kalu nak penerangan detail cari sendiri laa..

Madu kat sini rase die manis dan sedikit cair..sebab the bees gathered madu dari pokok2 acasia..pokok hutan yg ditanam dikawasan hutan tu..kalau bees tu duduk tepi pantai ..mesti madu die rase cam kelapa..tak percaya try cari aa..

ok..malam ader dinner dgn staff2 yayasan sarawak..lepas tu aku gi jalan2 ngan parents kat waterfront..menyusuri sungai Sarawak.

to be continue..

jauh perjalanan ..luas pandangan

okeh...my first real post to my blog..huhu

Sementara 'tanam anggur' kat rumah..aku ada banyak projek tapi semua progress slow.Banyak perkara yang aku rasa sebelum ni aku asyik tak sempat nak buat..atau pun aku yang tak sempat plan nak buat.So sambil-sambil mencari kerja ni..aku ambik peluang review balik hidup dan diri..cewah..(kompem ayat jiwang) haha!!

I have developed the interest of travelling because of my papa.He likes to travel.He has been everywhere( not to say he has been to every place on earth :p ). If not because of his busy schedule,i'm sure he will be planning of going somewhere interesting regardless the distance.

So since i have the time now..seboleh-boleh aku nak berjalan-jalan..kenal tempat orang...lihat kehidupan masyarakat..
aku rasa papa aku more interested of the history n architecture bila berjalan tempat orang..
tapi aku lain sikit..i love to watch the people..how their life is..lain padang lain belalang..lain tempat..lainlah cara hidupnya..people adapt to their surrounding..
but we both have in common when it comes to food..haha...seboleh-boleh nak rasa makanan setempat.. :D



This is the picture of my 2nd trip to Pulau perhentian a few weeks before. No more snorkelling this time.Cukuplah aku try sekali seumur hidup.

Kali ni aku dapat peluang round pulau dengan bot laju kepunyaan Jabatan Laut yang incharge of Taman Laut kat pulau tu..BEST!!

Pasal mandi laut ..takyah cakap aa..Aku pegi tak lama pun 2 hari jer..tapi kalau tgk sunburn muka aku..macam pegi berjemur 4-5 hari..nasib baik dah kurang sikit skang..huhu

On my trip back to tanah besar...sekali lagi kiterang naik bot jabatan laut tuh..kalau hari tuh masa datang kiterang naik bot kat Kuala Besut..kali nih this nice guys from jabatan laut hantar kiterang direct to jeti jabatan perikanan kat Tok Bali, Kelantan.huhu...about 1 hour gak dr pulau ke Tok Bali.Itupun sebab bot tuh ader problem dgn engine turbo die..so kelajuan hanya setakat 20 batu nautika(betul ke aku nih) ajer. Kalau tak in full speed if to TOk bali ..they can make it about 30 minutes..
tapi kompem aaa melambung2...:D

tak sabar nak travel tempat lain plak *wink

i'm trying...

Trying to configure how to use this thing actually ...hahaha