Tuesday, January 22, 2008

kopi c ais vs kopi O





kita suka kopi..
tapi bukan kopi O..
Kopi C ais lagi suka..

kita selalu bancuh kopi..
selalunya kopi segera..
bila mengantuk atau dahaga..
mesti minum kopi..
Kalau kita bancuh kopi..
ada orang suka..
ada orang cakap pahit..
ada orang cakap manis.. tapi minum juga..
ada jugak yang tak minum pun kopi langsung.
biarlah.. janji kita bancuh sebab kita yang nak minum..

bila kawan bancuh kopi
kita minum sekali juga
tapi mesti kita nak cakap kita bancuh lagi sedap kan..
tak pun kita cakap bancuhan kita boleh tahan..
biarlah.. janji kita bancuh sebab kita nak minum..

kita yang minum kopi
kitalah yang rasa
pahit atau manis
kita telan juga kan?
sebab kita dahaga..


macam hidup kita juga kan?
-nlene-

*ilham dr comments di blog ecah..



Zombie

Banji talked about being zombie trap of working..

dear bro..
i think i'm one of them now.. zombie kampung pisang.. eheh
i answered all the given questions here..
so let's see wether i really am zombie at work..

1) What is it about the job that makes you happy? the freedom, the money, the colleague or the girl/guy you’re eyeing
i would say when i got this job it was merely for the sake of getting a job.. but then.."berkhidmat untuk negara" became a motivation..oh yeah.. the pay is not that bad..with the increment and all.. it was okay.. and the colleagues.. yerp i hv the best team.... we do hate each other as much as we love each one of us.. haha and after a while the b..u..n.. spirit is fading.. more of s..y..m..p.. but now.. i think i work so that i can pay for all the indulgence i can enjoy over the weekend..hahaha


2) When you go back this evening, can you predict what’s your work going to be like tomorrow?
ooo yes.. every detail..it will be pretty much the same of any other working day

3) How’s the boss? friendly? enemy? Do you even have any friends?
boss.. ok.. we can discuss things..friends..wo..i hv plenty...and a few close friends whom i trust tanpa berbelah bagi too..

4) Did you improve when compared to yourself when you first started working? knowledge, experience, attitude, qualification wise?
ermm.. i don't know.. knowledge ..definitelly.. i always thought why didn't i study law before..haha.. well there's alot of lesson-learnt.. sungguh..

5) If you are on leave for 1 months, can somebody else do your job?
woaaahhh.. yes.. my colleague can always take over..we are doing the exact same thing..but he will have to work extra hours and will became a serious caffeine-addict that look like a real zombie in 2 weeks.

6) We work to make money, do you have an emergency fund (at least 6 month of your salary)?6 months?
ermmm.. got some savings but it will burnt out ..with the inflation and high cost of living.. no.. 6 months savings will mengalir laju ke muara..heh..

ermm.. so how banji?
I'm not really a zombie eh?..but i may on the right track of becoming one..
need to do something for a reverse effect..any tips?
kembali ke jalan yang benar..

Azam 2008

tagged by ecah

azam tahun baru

  • berani membuat keputusan although it might hurts..me or others..(i'm 26..dah tua duhh..sampai bila nk being childish ?)
  • beli rumah (yee haa..insyaAllah ada rezeki....)
  • perjanjian komitmen sehingga mati
  • pembelajaran berterusan ( mengenal tuhan, about work, about life)
  • lebih menghargai diri dan perasaan sendiri
  • be a better cook..wahahaha..lol.
  • make mama and papa happy n tersenyum bangga..(this has been my azam all the years ..and it will be as long as i live.)


kenangan pahit.

  • i may have lose faith on some people.. and it still hurts... but never mind.. I can mend my own heart.


pengajaran 2007

  • being misunderstood and misjudge for others' fault and i am still regretting for the fact that i still can't get over it..like macam sampai mati laa aku akan ingat..
  • jealousy can kill u.. seriously.
  • mcm ecah juge..jangan malas...
  • no one will stand for u unless u stand for urself..
  • a friend in need is a friend in deed


pencapaian paling bermakna

being blessed with thousands of things ...

  • ptk
  • umrah.. alhamdulillah.
  • blessed with caring people around...
  • and blessed with u .. who can even sense me crying over the phone no matter how hard i try to fight the tears.. :)

Kalau ada pose menarik, sila paparkan di sini… nanti-nantilah...

Tag 8 lucky friends? Hmm, here’s the list! Kawan2, kalau sudi dan ada masa, silalah…

Monday, January 21, 2008

kala malam bulan mengambang

apabila yang empat..
nesh..dload..brutal..dan hamba..
bersua muka bertegur sapa
di kala malam bulan mengambang..


bertahun-tahun berkelana nestapa..
bertemu muka di tepian sungai..
beriang ria bergelak tawa..
bak puteri bunian turun ke bumi..
hahahaha
hahahaha

boleh kira seloka ke tu????



Thursday, January 17, 2008

balik jom



aku pening kepala.cam mabuk laut pulak dah.. ape ni orang lain pi pulau ..aku pulak yang pening..expose mistik betul.lambat nye jam bergerak.. nak balik.. tak larat...terjangkit demam fisy ke?..aiyoo bagus betul kuman melompat..hmm.. bulan depan nak balik kampung ..tiket tak booking lagi.. aiyaa mesti dah mahal.. tapi kena balik jugak..adui laa mesti balik mesti balik.lagi satu budget dah lari gila babas alagapas dah bulan nih dan bulan depan.. takpelah.. hopefully by mac akan stabil balik.. cash flow ku itu.. bulan ni ada keperluan mendesak.. nak buat macam mana..itu yang buat rasa nak balik tuh.. tapi balik pun duit juga..hehe

/me tgk jam lagi.. aler lambat lagi..


apa aku nak makan malam ni yer?..hmm singgah kat Balang pun best jugak..tapau bihun goreng dengan teh ais.. jadilah.. wee hee hee..harap-harap petang nih tak hujan .. kalau hujan pun harap-harap time tuh aku dah selamat sampai kat umah..tak suka balik dalam hujan.. jem..nanti syok aku tengah layan lap kena brek mengejut..dah 2 kali kete aku skid..nak terkeluar jantung eh.. salah aku jugak.. i know iknow.. saya memang mampu mengubahnya.. dah berubah la ni pun.. haa layan jer lah aku mengarut.. karut-karut pun .. jam macam tanak bergerak jer.. aduih ler.. cepat laa..baik aku kemas-kemas.. nanti boleh terus blah saja.. hmm.. jarang-jarang boleh balik awal.. teruja pulak rasa.. hhehe

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

balas pantun

dari blog farah:

Kelip-kelip disangka api,
Kalau api mana puntungnya,
Hilang ghaib disangka mati,
Kalau mati mana kuburnya...

p/s:- nolee, jawab la..aku jual ni ;p

ini aku jawab yer:

Jangan dirajuk hati perasaan
Jika tiada di mata bersua
Andai mati ketentuan tuhan
Tiada kuburan tetap jua

Walau ghaib hilang haluan
kelana merata hujung dunia
Andai jodoh takdirnya di depan
Maka bersama akhirnya usia

boleh?

Monday, January 14, 2008

4 days-the weakest me..

semasa musim raya puasa tahun lepas.. aku demam teruk..aku ingat lagi.. hari itu sepatutnya penerbangan aku pulang ke KL.petang itu aku seram sejuk..dengan batuk-batuk..tapi aku kena balik juga.. walaupun aku masih cuti sehingga hujung minggu..saya dan adik tiba di LCCT tengah malam.. dah janji syikin tunggu kat erl station putrajaya..tapi bila sampai di KLia erl .. next train kul 1.02 am.. aaiyark.. takkan nak tunggu sejam kat airport tuh...call syikin rupanya dia masih kat rumah.. so aku n adik naik cab terus balik..

esoknya badan aku makin panas.. susah betul nak bangun..tapi kena jugak..sebab nak anta adik balik ke kampus..pening2 terasa..mungkin sebab badan panas..dah naik ke kepala..aku gagahkan jugak drive hantar adik..dan kemudian balik..selepas itu terus aku ketiduran..tak silap sampai pagi..esoknya hari jumaat..nasib baik aku dh mmg apply cuti..aku bangun pagi-pagi terus mandi..terasa segar sikit..aku drive ke klinik..sungguh . aku tak tahan..dengan demam itu..urat sendi semua terasa sakit-sakit..kerongkong dah perit..batuk pun terasa menyakitkan dada.Selalunya payah untuk aku ke klinik..tapi ini memang tak sempat2 aku nak ke klinik.. nampak sangat.,.. aku sudah tidak tahan..

di rumah aku berbungkus sahaja didalam selimut toto ku itu..sekejap aku berbungkus litup..sejuk..menggigil.. sekejap aku campak semua selimut itu..panasslidah terasa pahit..semua yang aku telan ..pahit.. aku buat milo panas manis-manis pun terasa pahit..aku tidak mampu lagi untuk menelan apa-apa.. semua yang aku telan.. aku muntah semula..tidak tahu ntah ke berapa kali air mata mengalir.. kerana aku memang tidak tahan..sabar jelah.. dugaan tuhan..
kalau ada yang bertanya khabarku.. aku jawab dengan ceria.. demam sikit.. aku senyum aje..aku berpura-pura kuat.. sedangkan hakikatnya.. setakat yang aku ingat.. tidak pernah dalam hidupku terasa selemah itu..fizikal..atau pun emosi..sungguh waktu itu... terasa separuh mati..miserably sick.. restless..hopeless..weak..

sepanjang hujung minggu ..aku hanya berkurung di bilik..berbungkus didalam selimut.. aku bawa naik ke bilik sebuku gardenia..sebotol 100 plus.. sebotol air masak..dan segelas milo panas..walaupun hakikatnya aku tiada selera.. tengah malam bila terasa lapar..aku bersila di tepi katil ..mencicah roti dengan milo..tidak larat.. itu sahaja yang aku makan.. ada syikin belikan nasi tengahari isnin itu..tapi sungguh aku tiada selera..tekak tidak mahu menerima.. mesti aku muntah.. kemudian aku terus tidur dan tidur..kadangkala dengar suara-suara rakan-rakan ku bergelak tawa.. diluar.. mahu bershopping agaknya mereka..tak pun ke wayang..arghh.. tidak mampu aku hendak menunjuk kan muka..

malam ahad..pirate sampai dari kampung.. dipaksa ku..keluar..walaupun aku tidak larat..tapi aku gagahkan jua.. aku perlu angin luar..ke gerai nasi air.. tapi aku rasa nasi air itu bagai menyiat-nyiat kulit setiap kali aku menelannya.. aduh..sakit betul..selepas itu aku ke klinik sekali lagi..
doktor menukar preskripsi..memberikan ubat ..dan antibiotik yang lebih kuat selain daripada ubat tahan sakit.. untuk mengurangkan rasa sakit-sakit badan yang aku alami..hari selasa.. aku ke ofis ..walaupun batuk yang masih bersisa .. aku pergi juga..
aku tidak suka terasa lemah.. aku tidak suka menunjuk lemah.. aku benci diri aku yang lemah..jadi biarlah buat-buat kuat.. supaya aku betul-betul jadi kuat..
sampai hari ini ..kalu aku ingatkan keadaan aku ketika itu aku rasa sedih.. dampai sekarang aku masih mengalirkan airmata mengingatkan keadaan ku ketika itu..aku tidak boleh melihat atau mendengar orang sakit..aku teringat keadaan aku ketika itu..

Itu baru 4 hari demam.. baru sedikit tuhan menguji.. belum lagi seperti orang lain.. diberi sakit yang tida k akan sembuh..cedera..cacat.. dan sebagainya..itu baru 4 hari demam....tuhan..aku memang insaf..waktu itu mengajar aku.. aku mungkin berkawan seribu... aku mungkin besaudara sepuluh.. namun setiap ketika hanya tuhan yang sentiasa di sisi.. hanya tuhan yang maha mendengar..hanya tuhan yang maha mengasihani.

semalam aku pesan dengan seseorang.. supaya tidak lagi bercerita fasal ketika itu..kerana setiap kali aku akan rasa sedih.. aku tulis di sini..kerana bimbang..aku terlupa..aku tidak mahu lupa.. kerana ia mengingatkan aku.. cukuplah tuhan ada di sisiku..

Wednesday, January 09, 2008

FOURTEEN

and i thought 14 will be my next lucky number

well let's try number 17

Friday, January 04, 2008

i am sorry

I'm officially making history today..
breaking into pieces for the first time ..in the office..

sorry..i may hv the biggest ego word can describe..
or just plainly ignorant..maybe..

i'm sorry if i hurt u..i'm wounded too..
and it's hurt..bleed..
for watever reason i am..
alhough it might be me who had cause it..
the point is i am hurt.

so for things to go on as what it is before..it takes time..

pls be patient with me ok?
i need to heal myself..

then we can go out and rock the world like before..
r u still with me?

Wednesday, January 02, 2008

2008

Semua orang dah mula menulis azam tahun baru.. review untuk perkara 2007..saya pun ada azam saya.. I hv a few goals to achieve in 2008.. dan alhamdulillah saya sudah pun mula buka 1-2 langkah ke arah merealisasikan impian-impian saya itu..hehe..

apa korang buat malam tahun baru aritu?ada yg pegi tgk fireworks ke?
saya memenuhi undangan seorang sahabat lama..ajah.. she invited me and a few other friends to her private housewarming cun new year celebration do so called "barbeku"nasib baik pirate sudi untuk temankan n menunjuk arah dengan selamat..he fetch me at home after isyak..n we went to sek.8, bangi to fetch my friend 'tett' and we were on our way to Ajah's house in Bukit Raja.jalan jem giler malam itu.. sekali lagi thanks to pirate.. kalu harapkan saya and tett mahu saja patah balik terus..tak sampai umah ajah..

we really had fun in ajah's . I met my old friend, Ika, haven't seen her since SPM. huhu masih kecik kiut seperti dulu.. I also met mazaya and hubby.. Kenduri dia last month saya tak dapat pegi. jumpa macam ni pun jadilah. I also met a few new friends..The food was superbb..and to ajah.. ur new house nih best lah..!! hehe I wish i had my own house too.. bukan sewa-sewa..sonoknyerr..I'm sorry that i can't wait till midnight.. hehe..

After came back from ajah's house i went jalan-jalan with pirate n we went for supper at Coffee Station near Jusco ekuin.not bad. Byk pilihan makanan and coffee yang best..Sampai rumah saya tidur kepenatan.Esok ada appointment ngan orang nih.. hmm..

Esoknya he called at 7.00 but i was too tired so i sambung tido lagi.. hehe..at 9, pirate n i went for breakfast and headed to THE OFFICE to sign my PERJANJIAN KOmitmen jangka panjang..hehe..best-best.. ingatkan susah .. macam-macam tanya officer itu rupanya takdelaa pelik sangat pun.. then we rushed to Sunway Pyramid for our lunch date with syikin n hubby.

We had an authentic lunch at Ole-ole Bali.. kebas kaki akak duduk bersila but it was worth it.. We had NAsi Champur ole-ole bali comprises of ( NAsi putih/kuning),squid,fish, sate lilit, and rendang(ayam/daging), sayur kangkung with sauces.yummy!For drinks I chose Lemongrass Mojito, pirate chose Es CAmpur, syikin.. Pulut Hitam ice blended and her hubby chose Avocado Shake. Sedap dan berpatutan. the ambience also was very soothing with bali's traditional song in the background and also Bali-style decorations.Nice.. I definitely will go there again.

After that i went searching for a new house.. tahun baru ..kena lah serba baru kan?..I want to clear my head ..so tuhan dah buka jalan..saya terima sahaja.AFter an early dinner i headed home exhausted..
dan ari ini mau keje..saya terasa malas sekali.. tapi malangnya ada urgent matters to be settle .. urghh.

Secara general tahun 2008 ini saya mahu serius.. saya mahu serius dengan setiap keputusan yang saya ambil.. tiada lagi perangai tidak-kisah.. I had used it ..the "tak kisah"..as my defensive weapon for so long.. it is time to move on.
It is about time..

Monday, December 31, 2007

en dof ye ar

Hari ini ..saya merenung kalendar 2007 di atas meja..penuh coretan..agenda-agenda penting sepanjang tahun termasuk cuti-cuti saya..ada yang dirancang benar-benar berlaku.. dan ada yang tersasar..


melihat fail-fail hijau tersusun kemas di gerobok besi..sudah terlihat tugasan-tugasan 2008..
kalendar 2008 yang baru belum saya buka..belum di tampal.. diletak di atas meja.. biarlah..


tahun ini.. saya dapat banyakkk.. Alhamdulillah..tahun ini juga ..saya hilang beberapa.. juga Alhamdulillah..mungkin ada hikmahNya.. saya redha..mungkin saya yang byk dosa..Astaghfirullah..atau tuhan mungkin sengaja menguji..semoga saya mampu terus bersabar..saya redhakan saja..


tapi sepertimana tahun lepas.. beban bahu ini.. masih terasa berat..amanah dipikul masih berat..demi negara..agama dan bangsa.. tahun lepas ..tidak dapat tidur saya dengan amanah ini..tapi sekarang sudah semakin terbiasa..sesekali meracau juga..



Rasulullah s.a.w bersabda yang bermaksud: " Ia (iaitu kepimpinan) adalah amanah dan di akhirat ia menjadi kehinaan dan penyesalan kecuali mereka yang mengambilnya dengan hak dan melaksanakan tanggungjawab yang diamanahkan di dalamnya"

-hadis riwayat Muslim-


biar tumpah air mata berdarah..
saya hanya mampu berserah..
jika sahabat beralih arah..
saya doakan semoga bahagia dan tabah..
walau mungkin tidak sedarah..
namamu tetap dalam sejarah..


cewah.. 6 kerat tu.. banji jangan marah naa...
ada lagi skill2 pantun tuh.hehe
kalu nak jawab silakan ajer..


Thursday, December 27, 2007

ikut je



Raya haji hari itu .. sempat borak-borak dengan brutal..
fasal.. fasal.. erm erm..
satu lagi komitmen besar-jika betul-ia tertulis dalam takdir dan rezeki saya-tahun depan..
haha..

biasalah kalu dah nak lompat jauh.. mesti rasa takut dan ragu kan..
kena pulak saya yang gayat ini..

I was rather speculating bout what my parents would say about it..

kata brutal..ryu_7 cakap
" mak bapak biasa ikut anak-anak ajer.."

betul ke?

eh brutal n ryu_7 hmmm... ? (*wink)

anymore wisdom from ryu_7 ..brut?

Wednesday, December 26, 2007

today

prior to 14 hrs journey with countless pit stop from my home town yesterday..I am very sleepy today.. kinda terhuyung hayang macam penagih saja.. dengan mata kuyu ..dah tak punya energy..
ngantuk amat mengantuk..

pagi tadi bangun 5 minit sebelum pukul tujuh ..nasib baik ada yang ingin menumpang ke ofis..kalu tak mau jer aku terus tido...

dalam mengantuk itu sempat jugak aku siapkan 2 draf..


and we (*wink) shared BR ice cream today over lunch..nice flavors.. Jamoca (chocolate fudge n roasted almond) + Banana n strawberry.. nyum..

I want to wash my car today.. but looks like it is going to rain.. aiyaaa.. it has been months ..no matter what i have to wash the car today..

aiyoyo.. and i want to have a good night sleep tonite.. so exhausted..adeh adeh..

Monday, December 24, 2007

The secret of Life

I found this book by Zabrina A.Bakar .. one of my sis collection but i still didn't manage to read it through..
but i found the title is very interesting and the fact that the author was also a blogger made it more appealling..

it is about life..
what life has to offer..
learn to appreciate it..
to educate.. to share.. to reflect.. and to inspire..
the secret of life..

I must find some time to read.. not that the book is so thick.. haha nipis saja..

Tuesday, December 18, 2007

korban

lama tak update.. since balik dari sabah pastuh pi kuching.. pastuh berhempas pulas kat opis persediaan untuk ke kuantan..sekali banjir.. kensel seme program..
kelam kabut aku menghubungi semua ahli mesyuarat.. habih segala teknologi semboyan..trumpet semua dikerah untuk mewarwar kan pembatalan itu.. aduiii..

aku dah miss banyak kenduri dari bulan lepas..
kenduri nida (ZS old girl), syikin( hosmet cum UTPian), lily (UTPian)..
sorilah kawan-kawan.. aku belum dapat menyusun jadual dan pergerakan ku dengan mantap.. masih bertatih tatih lagi..
itu yang banyak aku terlepas..

arini malas betul bangun..although i was actually in a cheerful mood..
petang semalam aku telah menyetujui satu perjanjian komitmen yang amat besar..
dengan izin orang tua.. dan sedikit kata semangat orang-orang disekeliling..aku dengan yakin telah menyetujui komitmen itu.. eheh..
takpelah demi masa depan..
cewah macam setuju nak kawin jer.. kuang kuang..

tapi arini agak lambat sampai.. bila lif tiba di tingkat 11 .. berebut-rebut plak derang untuk turun.. heran.. ada apa arini yer?..
aku garu-garu kepala sambil mengetip kad.. lengang opis..sib baik ada my staff Dana kat meja .. ditanya-tanya rupanya hari kualiti.. arghh malas plak nak turun..
tapi aku lapar ..nak bekpes.. hmm.. last2 aku berkurung ajer di "gua tempurung" ku itu..Dana plak turun ke dewan dengan Nadi..
sekali derang naik balik..ohh dewan suda penuh.. hmm.. aku ajak mereka bekpes..tapi macam mana yer hendak turun tanpa dikesan.. hehe.. mula laa kitorang menyusup mengikut jalan-jalan tikus sampai ke cafe.. pirate n his hosmet joined us there..

haha..sanggup..makan punya fasal..jalan tikus pun jalan tikus laa..

esok aku cuti.. hari raya.. moga tuhan permudahkan perjalanan kami untuk pulang.. tiap tiap hari aku minta perkhabaran tentang bah.. aku begitu rindu untuk pulang.. tidak sanggup rasanya kalu perlu berhari raya di sini .. tapi kalu suda ditakdir begitu..
arghh aku berusaha juga untuk pulang.. setiap nasihat dan tips pemetaan dan pencarian jalan alternatif aku cuba.. asalkan selamat sampai di rumah..

salam aidiladha ..

setiap perjuangan ada pengorbanan..
setiap pengorbanan ada balasan..
balasan itu perjanjian..
perjanjian keredhaan Tuhan

Friday, December 07, 2007

yeay

Last night papa n mama came.. my bro drove them here..They have a wedding reception to attend tommorrow night.. So they came and visit me while they were here..yeay
they went to pick up my sister at her campus in gombak in the afternoon before headed to my house in bangi..they arrived at nearly 8.00 pm so we went out for dinner..Initially i wanted to bring them to Nim's but since it was situated quite ' dalam kampung', my dad asked for somewhere easier so we went to Limau Nipis.My mum and bro ordered limau nipis special both for nasi goreng and drinks.. while dad had teh halia and nasi gorang ikan masin.. me n my sister had tomyam ..with rice n bihun..had a laugh and chit chat.. i wish i was on-leave today so i could accompany them but i can't..hehe
Bravo to my bro who had drive from kb to kl.. before this he was always afraid of long distavt journey since he will felt sick after that.

Monday, November 26, 2007

The next day was the last day we were in Madinah, at 2 pm we start our journey by bus to Jeddah. It took nearly 7 hours and we stopped at a restaurant (above) for dinner.

Jeddah is a big city.It is the centre for businesses. And here, everything was very modern. by the way the pic above was a fountain ( follow the arrow) said to be the 2nd highest fountain in the world..nearly 120 metres high.


my parents and Jeddah city in the background



me in the city

at the back ground was a floating mosque and the Red sea. We were on our way to the airport.


Sayonara .. Selamat tinggal al-Haramain..
ila liqa' ....ma'a salamah
sehingga kita bertemu lagi..









The Battle of Uhud (
Arabic: غزوة أحد) was fought on 23 March 625 (3 Shawwal 3 AH in the Islamic calendar) at Mount Uhud, in what is now north-western Arabia.[1] It occurred between a force from the Muslim community of Medina led by Muhammad, and a force led by Abu Sufyan from Mecca, the town from which many of the Muslims had previously emigrated (hijra). The Battle of Uhud was the second military encounter between the Meccans and the Muslims, preceded by the Battle of Badr in 624, where a small Muslim army had defeated the larger Meccan army. Marching out from Mecca towards Medina on 11 March 625, the Meccans desired to avenge their losses at Badr and strike back at Muhammad. The Muslims readied for war soon afterwards and the two armies fought on the slopes and plains of Uhud.

source :wiki

for more info n full story of the battle go to wikipedia..

kawasan yang berpagar itu merupakan kawasan perkuburan para syuhada termasuklah bapa saudara Rasulullah, Hamzah. Dalam peperangan ini, Orang-orang Islam hampir kalah kerana menyangkakan orang2 musyrikin telah mengalah ..terutama pasukan pemanah yang telah meninggalkan kedudukan mereka tanpa mengendahkan arahan Rasul.Tentera musyrikin meleihatkan keadaan itu telah dengan segera mengambil alih kedudukan pasukan pemanah tersebut dan menyerang tentera Islam. Ramai yang telah terkorban.

bukit pemanah ini berhadapan dengan jabal uhud di mana kedudukan pasukan pemanah islam yang kemudian telah meninggalkan kedudukan ini untuk mendapatkan rampasan perang sebelum di serang musyrikin Mekah.


Berdasarkan cerita ustaz.. beberapa ratus tahun selepas itu..atau 400 tahun dahulu( saya sudah terlupa..harap maaf) kawasan uhud ini pernah mengalami banjir besar dan dengan kuasa Allah, jasad2 3 sahabat nabi yang dikuburkan di sini telah terapung..dan masya Allah jasad-jasad itu kelihatan masih segar seolah-olah masih hidup. Sesudah banjir.. dikuburkan semula.wallahua'lam

At one point the direction of the qibla was toward Bayt al-Maqdis, Jerusalem (and it is therefore called the First of the Two Qiblas). . In Islam, this only lasted for seventeen months, after which the qibla became oriented towards the Kaaba in Mecca. According to accounts from the prophet Muhammad's companions, the change happened very suddenly during the noon prayer in Medina, in a mosque known as Masjid al-Qiblatain (Mosque of the Two Qiblas). Muhammad was leading the prayer when he received a revelation from Allah instructing him to take the Kaaba as the qibla (literally, "turn your face towards the Masjid al Haram"). According to the historical accounts, Muhammad, who had been facing Jerusalem, upon receiving this revelation, immediately turned around to face Mecca, and those praying behind him also did so.
ref: Wiki

These are qurma trees.. macam kelapa sawit aja.. mungkin keluarga yang sama kot.. eheh
qurma baik untuk kesihatan.. according to ustaz..sebaik-baik kurma adalah kurma ajwa atau ada yang panggil kurma nabi yang ditanam sendiri oleh Rasulullah dan paling disukai baginda.
Dari sa'ad ra, Rasullulah bersabda, "Barangsiapa yang memakan 7 butir kurma ajwa, maka dia tidak akan kena racun dan sihir pada hari itu." (HR Muslim)
Dari Aisyah ra,Rasulullah bersabda "Sesungguhnya pada kurma ajwa itu ubat yang mujarab.DAn ajwa merupakan buah daripada surga."(HR Tirmizi)
yang pentng kita mesti yakin..

Sunday, November 18, 2007

break

I'm going away to Penang and Sabah consecutively this week..
daa

Friday, November 16, 2007


On the second day in Madinah, we had a tour in the morning. We went to Masjid Quba' which is the first mosque built by Rasulullah.We also went to Masjid Qiblatain, a dates (kurma) plantation and also the dates market.


We left Mekah at 2pm and arrived in Madinah nearllt at 9pm. After dinner, we hurried to the prophet's mosque (Masjid Nabawi) for jamak maghrib n isya' .The mosque was closed at 11 pm.


The next day was the last day we were in Mekah. After subuh and breakfast, we brought down all the luggages to the buses and went for a round in the town. After dzuhur we perform the tawaf wida' (farewell). As the ustaz was reciting the doa after the tawaf, I felt very sad.. I cried and cried..I couldn''t help crying while performing the solat sunat after.

Tuhan janganlah ziarah ini menjadi kali yang terakhir.. Limpahkan rahmat-Mu..Ampunkan dosaku.. Semoga aku dikurniakan rezeki dan sihat tubuh badan serta fikiran untuk kembali sujud di rumah-Mu ini.
amin.

Finally we arrived at masjid Jaaranah to wear ihram as we would perform our umrah again when we were back in Mekah.


On the way to Jaa'ranah after visiting Arafah, we passed the area of Mina, where the pilgrimage will gather stones to throw at Jamrahs. As you can see in the pic, the tents for hajj have already being put up. They are all ready to welcome Hajj end of this month. In the background is four new building(the brown building) under construction which are actually hotels and in 10 years time hotels will replace the usage of tents.


Padang Arafah
far as eyes can see..once before a desert ..now full of trees..
hajj season is just aroung the corner..For mass gathering will be here for sure..
all the people from all four courners of the world..

bagaimana agaknya di padang mahsyar nanti?


Jabal rahmah (means love, kasih sayang) is situated in Arafah. This hill and the monument was built to as rememberance of where adam and eve met after being overthrown from heaven.The ustaz said anyone who prays for Allah to give him or her a "teman hidup" here..insyaAllah(ehem) ..It was quite tiring mounting the steps up..but the view was breathtaking..

Thursday, November 15, 2007


On the second day .. we had another tour right after breakfast.. We went to Jabat tsur, Arafah, Mina and Jaaranah Mosque for ihram.

Jabal tsur was situated not far from town.It was surrounded by buildings and houses.The cave was 500 metres up and it took about 2 hours to reach it. This is where The Prophet and his close companion, Abu Bakr went for hiding before Hijrah to Madinah. (The sun was so bright ,the pic wasn't very good..sorry).. Just imagine how Asmak the daughter of Abu Bakr went up and down the hill everyday to send food. And it was said that during the time, she was pregnant.. Subhanallah..

According to history, another miracle happened. When the enemies was in front of the cave, they found a spider web covering the cave and a pigeon nest with eggs at the side.The condition was as if no one had entered the cave for a long time.That shows how Allah will took care those He love, and those who pray to Him.

We had a tour after breakfast. We went to a camel breeding farm and the Hudaibiah village.The farm was about 45 minutes from the city. Out in the middle of the desert we could see the breeding farm.. So many camels( ter-excited plak..sadly my mum left the camera in her luggage ..fufu...but still i had a pic of me with baby camel using my bro's cam.) I even had a taste of camel's milk.. it was sold for 5 Riyals a bottle and it taste like coconut milk shake. eheh Those pakcik n makcik was impressed that me n my brother could drink it despite the smell of the Unta.. well it was nice and suppose to be good for health.haha..

Not far from the farm is the Hudaibiah village..not much to be seen though just houses. We stopped at the mosque to wear our ihram and pray. Behind the mosque is a ruined old building which was said to be where the treaty of Hudaibiah being held. The treaty was between Rasul and The Quraisy to end the war and enable the Muslims from Madinah to enter Mekah for hajj which happened on the year 6 A.H.

Wednesday, November 14, 2007




We finally arrived in Mekah at about 2 am saudi time. The view of the masjidil haram was so stunning.. and how happy we were knowing that the hotel was just about 100 metres from the mosque.. praises to Allah.

After all baggages have safely kept in respective rooms..we walked to the mosque to perform our first umrah. we went in through gate 62 which is called Bab al Umrah.. When we saw the Kaabah suddenlly there was silence. No one spoke a word as eyes was fix to the baitullah..saat itu juga hati bersyukur.. terima kasih tuhan..kerana sekali lagi memberi peluang hamba mu ini berdiri di depan baitullah..

When we completed all three rituals for umrah which were tawaf, saei and tahallul, it was already nearly 4 am but we went back to the hotel to freshen up before subuh prayer later, at 5.04am.We were exhausted but we won't missed the chance to perform jemaah prayer in front of the kaabah for anything.. the ustaz said performing solat in Masjidil Haram is 100 000 times better.. 100 000 kali lebih pahala.. woho who would want to miss that!

UMRAH RITUALS:

i. a tawaf, which consists of circling the Kaaba seven times in a counter-clockwise direction. Men are encouraged to do this three times at a hurried pace, followed by four times, more closely, at a leisurely pace.[1]


ii.Perform a sa'i, which means rapidly walking seven times back and forth between the hills of Safa and Marwah. This is a re-enactment of Hagar's frantic search for water, before the Zamzam Well was revealed to her by Allah.

iii.Perform a halq or taqsir, meaning a cutting of the hair. A taqsir is a partial shortening of the hair, whereas a halq is a complete shave of the head.


These rituals complete the Umrah, and the pilgrim can choose to go out of ihram. Although not a part of the ritual, most pilgrims drink water from the Well of Zamzam.

These rituals ritual acts symbolic of the lives of the prophet Abraham (Ibrahim) and his wife Hagar (Hajarah), and of solidarity with Muslims worldwide.

source : wikipedia :D


Arrived safely in Jeddah Airport. We immediately rushed to our buses which were already waiting at the airport and soon after we were on our way to Mekah Mukarramah, another 5-6 hrs journey....we chanted the talbiah silently all the way between sleep..hehe.. ngantuk beb

Invocation Mentioned During Talbiah
"O Allah! here I am at Your service, I respond to Your call, O Allah! here I am at Your service, I respond to Your call, You have no partner, here I am at Your service. All the praises and grace are due to You and all the sovereignty is (too) for You and You have no partners with You."

ps: from what i understand the Saudi government is promoting of using Mekah instead of Mecca since it has the closest pronunciation to Arabic sound of Mekah


We boarded the flight MH 150 at 3.00 sumthing pm on Saturday 3rd November. It was an 8 hrs journey. We had to wear our ihram when we were already halfway through the flight as it passed the miqat since we would immediatelly took the bus to Mekah from the airport.

ihram:

The Ihram garments for men consists of two pieces of white sheet. Wrap the larger sheet around your waist to cover your body from the navel to the ankles. Secure the Ihram either with a belt or by a strip of fabric torn from Ihram material. Drape the other sheet over the back and shoulders and wear a pair of stitched or unstitched sandals or shoes which do not cover the ankles. The head should not be covered, and no underwear should be used. The Ihram should preferably be white.Women are allowed to make Ihram in any dress they wish which fulfills the Islamic conditions of public dress, regardless of the color. Women's hands and face should be uncovered in Ihram. Their heads should be covered.

a Muhrim (someone who is in state of Ihram) must observe certain obligations and prohibitions. These are:
- Keep your head uncovered at all times. Women should keep their heads covered
- Do not shave, cut your hair, clip your nails, use perfume, or wear sewn clothes of any kind
- Do not perform marriage or get married yourself
- Do not kill an animal of any kind for any reason, unless it poses a danger to you and to the others.
- Do not enter into conjugal relations with your spouse. Avoid suggestive and provocative talk or gestures and remain focused on Hajj


Tuesday, November 13, 2007

back home



Saya sudah pulang ..alhamdulillah.. dengan selamat dan sihat walafiat..

When i opened my small office door this morning,i stepped on a few letters and memos.I received a course offer letter, another memo for a meeting an others. wahaha.and of course a bundle of files to settle by next week..isk..

I will try my best to write about my journey..slowly.. and with pictures too..ok?
I hope i still remember everything that the ustaz (our muttawif cum guide) told us ..the history.. the quranic verses and the hadis related to the place we visited..hopefully..i really want to share this with all..but in my own way -lah.. because i'm not that alim.. still learning and learning..:)


people say when we came back from The Haramain (2 tanah haram aka Mekah dan Madinah)..u will miss them..true.. the moment we were on the plane in Jeddah Airport..I was missing them already..still am..seperti wayang gambar ..setiap perkara masih terbayang di mata..silih berganti..

Being there..the feeling was overwhelming ..
bukan air mata sahaja yang mengalir..malah hati turut menangis..
malah mengenangnya sahaja terasa sebak..
Allahu Akbar Allahu Akbar Allahu Akbar

Friday, November 02, 2007

Awayy..

I'll be away for the whole week starting tommorrow..

just wanna share something i read from the Net..

In Arabic the word `Umrah is derived from I`timar which means a visit.
However, `Umrah technically means
paying a visit to Ka`bah,
performing Tawaf [Circumambulation] around it,
walking between Safa and Marwah seven times.

A performer of `Umrah puts off his Ihram by having his hair shaved or cut.

source:www.al-islam.com

Kingdom of Saudi Arabia

Ministry of Islamic Affairs, Endowments, Da‘wah and Guidance




Thursday, November 01, 2007

macy grey n joe black

Iryani bercerita fasal kucing montel di rumah jirannya.. teringat saya kepada kucing jiran kiterang,En. Amin (bukan nama sebenar) ..nama dia OREN.. eh bukan oren midesmides..ampun midesmides.. memang nama kucing tuh oren.. maaf zahir batin ye ..selamat hari raya.. :D

selalu petang-petang buleh dengar anak en.Amin (adik- bukan nama sebenar juga) memanggil-manggil si Oren yang memang berwarna celoreng-celoreng jinggapagi-pagi pun gitu...adik bagi kucing tu makan friskies barangkali .. letak dalam pinggan kat tepi pintu rumah.. sekali waktu pagi sebelum die pegi sekolah dan sekali waktu petang..

pernah pada suatu hari tidak lama dulu..aku kurang pasti tapi aku memang dengan tanpa hati perut menuduh kucing itu telah melepas di depan pagar rumah..dan tanpa aku sedari sewaktu pulang dari kerja aku telah memijaknya..dan terus masuk ke dalam kereta selepas membuka pintu pagar..arghhh berhari-hari semerbak di dalam kereta walaupun sudah dibasuh bersih.. dan berbulan-bulan juga aku tidak memakai selipar yang terkena itu..huhhsampai sekarang aku sensitif dengan bau itu..takde bau pun aku cakap ada bau..eheh..
memang aku suka suki menuduh kucing itu..walaupun mungkin kucing lain yg melepas.. arggh tak kira..hehe

pagi tadi..buka sahaja pintu rumah ..aku nampak die bermain-main dengan daun2 yang ditiup angin di depan pintu rumah.. adik aku cakap..oren tunggu nolee tuh..huhh..aku halau-halau dia..syuhh..syuhh.. takut masuk bawah kereta jer..aku nak keluar nih..bahaya..

hehe.. ntah kenapa aku boleh bercerita sal kucing itu pulak..deng..
dulu pun rumah aku ada kucing ..tak bela pun ..cuma kucing-kucing liar yang kebetulan selalu lepak kat pintu dapur.. ada macy grey(jantan-dah mati)..ada joe black (betina-dah pangkat moyang kot dengan kucing lain yang ada kat umah..asyik beranak sahaja..n hampir semua anak dia hitam..)ada si kembar ( 2 ekor..warna putih kelabu)..lupa dah nama.. anak macy and joe tapi aku tak tau dah derang pi mana.. sekarang nih ada sekor jer.. hitam.. and aku pun tak tau tuh joe black ke..atau cucu cicit die dah..haha

Monday, October 29, 2007

gile keje gile

aku balik kg malam ni..
dan akan pulang kembali ke sini malam esok..
keje gila?.. mungkin

adik aku ada kat umah aku kat bangi..
tapi aku balik kg..aku tinggalkan je dia kat umah
keje gila?..mungkin

aku baru cuti seminggu raya hari tu..
dan minggu depan aku akan cuti seminggu lagi..
keje gila?...mungkin

aku makan nasi jamuan raya pukul 12.30 tengahari..
pastuh aku amik adik aku pegilunch dan aku makan lagi..pukul 1.30 pm..
keje gile?..mungkin

ari sabtu lepas aku beli seluar hitam di carrefour midvalley..
semalam aku beli seluar lagi di jusco tmn ekuine..
keje gile?..mungkin

aku dah 4 tahun bergigi besi ..
dan mungkin tidak kisah setahun lagi..
keje gile?..mungkin

jumaat aritu aku lunch break di jusco ekuine seri kembangan..
dan kemudian aku bleh buat pit stop di bangi sebelum masuk opis..
keje gile?..mungkin

macam-macam keje gile aku boleh buat..tapi semua ada sebab-musabab
yang mungkin tidak relevan bg orang lain..
tapi penting bagi aku..aku memang suka buat keje gile..
janji bukan sampai gile..atau buat orang lain gile..sudahlah..

p.s: aku tak jadi pi kuantan sabtu aritu..so V4cS1 geng...amanah korang belum sampai kepada ifa..sorry~~~

Friday, October 26, 2007

hati mencerna

kadang-kadang susah dicerna hal-hal manusia..
sesuatu yang mungkin mudah dan ringan bagi kita mungkin berat dan susah bagi manusia lain..
sesuatu yang mungkin memudahkan dan menyenangkan kita mungkin tidak begitu indah bagi orang lain..
kadang-kadang kerana menjaga hati sendiri .. kita tersepak luka hati orang lain..kita ingat mereka sudah lupa.. sedangkan parut yang tinggal mungkin semakin dalam..
kita boleh buat-buat lupa sebab menjaga hati orang lain.. tapi takkan lupa kerna yang luka hati sendiri..dan orang lain takkan pernah mengerti..
kita bukan hidup seorang diri..kita hidup ramai-ramai..kita takkan boleh hidup seorang..kita perlukan orang sekeliling..walau macam mana menyakitkan orang ramai itu..mereka tetap ada dikeliling2 kita..
aku..aku tanak meluka hati yang ramai..sebab aku tak tau luka nya di mana..nanti susah..MAcam mana aku nak bagi ubat kalu tak tau apa sakit
tapi aku tahan luka hati sendiri..sebab aku tahu nak ubatkan.. ye laa..hati aku..pandailaa aku..
biar masa berlalu dan berdarah laju..satu hari mesti hilang luka itu..dan dengan bangganya.. aku hitung parut itu..kerna orang yang melukakan aku telah kalah..sebab aku telah sembuh..

MUAHAHAHAHA
:P
buatlaa lagi~~ingat aku heran??

hpphhh :P

kubur kita lain-lain..


MUAHAHAHAHA

ingat senang ke aku nak sakit hati..

MUAHAHAHAHA

silap-silap orang tu yang luka sendiri..

MUAHAHAHAHA


*pagi-pagi aku dah merapu.. ps: tidak berkaitan dengan yang hidup mahupun yang mati..hanya berkaitan aku.. tapi kalu terasa bukan salah aku..sebab bukan tentang sesape pun..yang nak terasa tu pehal.. :D *peace

apsal arini aku terasa evil.. duhh

Thursday, October 25, 2007

dugaan kecil

Saya ingat saya n adik je yang diserang demam selsema sejak raya..rupa-rupanya ramai yer..
iryani kat UK pun sama?.. isk..isk..

Saya mula terasa seram sejuk hari rabu selepas raya.. hari saya sepatutnya pulang ke KL malam itu..
sempat lagi pegi beraya rumah Che Ning (adik mama) tapi saya tak pakai baju raya pun..tak kuasa.. selamba sarung jeans n baju tshirt yg dh lama..teruk gile kalu dipikirkan..
Sampai jer umah che ning saya terjelepuk di sofa..buruk perangai betul kan?..che ning nak buat air sejuk..saya boleh dengan sedihnyer request air kosong..last2 che ning buat teh panas untuk semua orang..

malam tu saya dan adik sampai di LCCT pukul 11.30pm..slightly delayed..sampai di KLIA plak dah tengah malam..ingatkan nak amik ERL ..sekali train bergerak kul 1 pagi..gile ape sy nak tunggu satu jam..last2..naik cab terus sampai umah..nasib baik dengan menni..kalu sorang..haru..

esok pagi2 lagi saya tumpang sy*kin pi amik kete kat opis..sekali lagi saya heret menni sekali.. dengan muka tak malu dan mandi ala-ala kadar nyer kiterang pi amik kete..pastuh pi stesen minyak ..isi minyak..amik duit..pam tayar..
pastuh singgah kedai ..bekpes..hahaha..tak malu betul..muka mandi kerbau

nak wat cemana dua-dua demam dan batuk dengan hebatnya..mau nak mandi beria-ria pagi-pagi buta..
sampai umah..sekali lagi saya pengsan..badan memang panas..tapi saya berbungkus sakan dengan comforter..
kesian menni..esoknye dia exam..

petang tuh saya gagahkan juga drive hantar menni balik kampus..on the way balik ingat nak singgah klinik..tapi klinik tu tutup..nasib baik saya masih lagi cuti hari jumaat itu..
maka bermula laa episod tidur -bangun makan roti sekeping-tidur lagi..selama 3 hari.. lemah betul rasa..tak pernah demam sebegini..
selalu sy malas nak pegi klinik kalu demam tapi kali ni sy tak sabar2 tunggu klinik tuh bukak..

silap2 arituh nak mintak masuk hospital lagi.. sib baik tak call ambulans
setelah 2 kali tukar ubat.. dan sekali lagi mc pada hari isnin..the nxt day.. selasa tuh.. sib baik boleh bangun pagi ..dan sy masuk opis ... alhamdulillah getting better walaupun masih belum sihat sepenuhnya..
sekurang-kurangnya dh ada selera nak makan. :D

semalam telefon rumah kunun nak mengadu..but my parents takde.. in Sabah rupanya till weekend.. mengadu to my elder bro..die bleh gelakkan sy..
die cakap macam budak kecik.... huhh.. tu yang malas nak mengadu tuh..


arghh..batuk ku datang lagi..dah laa ofis nih sejuk.. naik semput dah ..
sib baik keje tak banyak..

kata menni ..kawan dia sms a comforting mgs saying that all the illnesses and sickness tuh.. untuk menghapuskan dosa2 kecik..yang kita buat...lebih kurang gitulaa..tak ingat ayat betul die..
kalu betul..alhamdulillah..tapi kene byk bersabar laa kan?

chiows

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

Congratss

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The cast of the drama at home..

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ps:my nephews n niece

What i did last raya

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p/s: all pics are from my private collection and may hv not been taken during this raya..

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

Wednesday, October 10, 2007

Selamat Hari Raya



is it too early to wish Selamat Hari Raya??

I don't think so..
by the way..RAYA OPEN HOUSE
on 2nd raya .. from noon..
all friends and families are invited!!


Monday, October 08, 2007

AMBANG SYAWAL


Hari ini sudah 26 Ramadhan..
I will start my Raya leave tomorrow..yehuu

I've attended a few iftar organize by several people..
iftar has always means get together either among friends or family

the ministry iftar with the prime minister
on duty being the LO for the VVIPs..so not much to be said..
Luckily the Datin that i was assigned to didn't come..but still need to stand by for tugas-tugas lain..

iftar with primary school's friends has always been a blast..
apelagi kalu sudah ada yg tidak bersua sejak darjah 3.. bila jupe manakan tidak jadi gila2..
tapi macam malu-malu ja..hehe can view pics at ajah's


as usual fawa organized UTPJan2000 iftar..n this year at chicken HArts in Times square
can view the pics HERE..thanks to topeks.. whom i heard sedang berjinak-jinak dengan dunia fotografi..
sapa ada projek..bole cari dia..

other iftars..either accompanied by pirate..or sister ,hosmets or ofismate..or at my aunties..

thanx guys!!

esok balik kampung!!
ooo ooo balik kampung.~~

Wednesday, October 03, 2007

hari ini..

pic was taken during buka puasa do with ZS Clan

[pinjam tajuk thread kat PTDportal}
arghh..lega rasa..semua fail yang urgent untuk tarikh2 cuti raya telah disiapkan..

hari ini baru rasa tenang.. 2 hari kepala berdenyut..
namun gagahkan jua sebab nak siapkan semua keje yg due date tarikh bercuti raya..
dahlaa due raya..yang berat2 plak tuh..memerlukan ketelitiaan dan penganalisaan yang lebih serius dan terperinci..
yang mana amat sukar untuk dilakukan apabila kepala kita sedang berdenyut-denyut.
ditambah pula dengan pendingin hawa yang "full blast" menggigit tulang-tulang sendi rasanya..
(i think i got migraine lah ..ergghh.. habislah..)


hari ini baru terperasan dengan lagu-lagu raya yang berkumandang..
isk-isk punya laa berkurung di bilik kecil ku ini...
diorang kat luar dah lama duk pasang lagu raya..

hari ini juga berjaya menyiapkan borang kebenaran ke luar negara..
dah submit kepada ketua jabatan dan insyaAllah by esok boleh submit kepada KSU..
harap bleh setel cepat2 malas nak pening-pening kepala..
mana aku mau pegi..?..
tunggu..

hari ini..apa lagi akan berlaku hari ini?.. akan disambung kemudian..

Thursday, September 27, 2007

Jalan Pulang

Firman Allah dalam surah Ali ‘Imran 135-136: (maksudnya)
“Dan mereka yang apabila melakukan perbuatan keji, atau menganiaya diri sendiri, mereka ingat kepada Allah lalu memohon ampun dosa-dosa mereka - dan sememangnya tidak ada yang mengampunkan dosa-dosa melainkan Allah - dan mereka juga tidak meneruskan (perbuatan buruk) yang mereka telah lakukan itu, sedang mereka mengetahui (akan salahnya dan akibatnya). Orang- orang yang demikian sifatnya, balasannya adalah keampunan dari Tuhan mereka, dan syurga-syurga yang mengalir di bawahnya beberapa sungai, mereka kekal di dalamnya; dan yang demikian itulah sebaik-baik balasan (bagi) orang-orang yang beramal.”

Jalan pulang..

luas terbentang..
dijanjikan tuhan..
tidak membebankan..

jalan pulang..
tidak pernah dihalang..
walau apa dosa..
keturunan dan usia..

jalan pulang..
tidak pernah disekat..
biar jarak waktu..
latar diri atau harta..

jalan pulang..
jalan kembali..
kpd fitrah..
hamba abadi..

jalan pulang..
penuh keampunan..
kekuatan azam..
rela berserah..

jalan pulang..
tiada tiket dijual..
hanya jiwa yang luhur..
hati yang ikhlas..
mengadap Tuhan Yang Maha Pengampun..
-nlene

Wednesday, September 26, 2007

Oopss..another best-Day!!

actually it was yesterday
happy-happy belated best day
dear najahah...
semoga terus panjang umur dan dimurahkan rezeki yg diberkati!!~~

Wednesday, September 19, 2007

Happy Best-day..eh Happy Birthday...

bila pose nih malas btul nk meng-update blog..
slow gile rasa .. n takde idea..tapi ari nih kena tulih..sbb

arinih besday M-I-d..eh Oren..
dan juga
esok besday az*ra
n weekend besday pirate
happy-happy birthday !!

Friday, September 14, 2007

fenin

Semalam saya ditimpa sakit kepala yang amat sangat..bukan pening.. bukan berputar-putar..tapi sakit..urat-urat di kepala bagai menarik-narik mata..sungguh.. tidak pernah sesakit itu..lepas berbuka dan maghrib..saya cuba untuk melelapkan mata..gagal..
fikir-fikir..mungkin angin..perut menolak-nolak makanan yang saya makan untuk berbuka..habis keluar semuanya..saya cuba untuk tidur lagi sekali..tangan didahi.. saya pun tidak sedar bila saya terlelap..tau-tau saya tersedar jam 4.30 pagi dengan sakit kepala yang masih bersisa..usai bersahur..2 biji panadol ku telan.. dan baring2..menunggu subuh..
dugaan hari pertama..


hari ini juga saya mendapat keputusan exam..alhamdulillah lulus..


saya juga telah mengisi carta cuti raya.. tak taulah diluluskan bos atau tidak..tapi sy rancang bercuti 8 hari...hmm

ptg ni juga ada majlis berbuka puasa Kementerian Keselamatan Dalam Negeri dan Kementerian Kewangan bersama Pak Lah di Masjid Putra, Putrajaya. Hmm ada tugasan untuk aku..kena laa pegi..

Wednesday, September 12, 2007

happiness

David,53 a funeral director for 30 years said in one of Oprah show..about the pursuit of happiness..

"Being successful in life is not what really matters. Being significant in life is really the core root of what matters."

Wow!No wonder he was so satisfied with his life despite having to deal with death everyday doing his job.
I think that is just the way that we should always perceive our life..No matter what we do in life..not for the vast amount of money, promotion or recognition..
but to do even simple things that will be meaningful.. for us or others..in order to feel happy ..always

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

My dictionary?

nolee --
[adjective]:

Having the texture of congealed cheese

'How" will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com
nurlina --
[noun]:

A person who laughs at anything (even this entry)

'How" will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com

Tuesday, September 04, 2007

on duty -ii-

After a long weekend..
I was at the parliament yesterday..


Members of parliament (MP) raised several issues ..
-patriotism..
-police
-integrity
-teacher
-student relation
-education
and others..

duty in parliament actually was quite fun..despite having to meet all the who's who in our political scene..it also means that i could meet several other officers from various ministries and other departments.

We had a good laugh watching our MPs arguing with each other about certain issues..(gelak..gelak jugak..karang terlepas plak isu yang untuk perhatian..hehe) and also had a nice chat and a change of opinion with other officers.. even my name.. the 'TG' also has been one of the topic for our discussion over coffee time there..huh ..jadi bahan lak aku ni..